oh well people.
tmr is first august =)
hmm. so fast.
hmm.

just wanna tell my girlfriends this:
hello girls. im sorry that i made you all feel that u all are not the first to know.
but seriously, hoo xinyun, i told u.
HAHA.
maybe i didnt spell my words clearly. =)
so sorry arh. dont angry okay.u know all my secrets. haha.
i still love u all alot more than any other friends of mine, girlfriends!
im not les anyway.


oh. thats all.=)
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING, girls.


i didnt know that a birthday girl to be should be buying her own birthday cake for others to celebrate for her. wow. thats so ironic.
i've put in the effort for people and im forgotten by people.
it's so embrassing writing my own name down also on the birthday msg.
im not happy. seriously.
thanks hilda for offering ur help.




can we press rewind?















a beautiful girl tonight.




THANK YOU for not giving up on me.
though part of my index nails are separated from the flesh and it is hurting, it's worth it.
i'll do my very best and be extra careful.
thank you thank you! thank you so much...


oh well. today is a quite good day.
i'll haf a wonderful weekend.
hmm. tmr got pw meet up in the morning in my house.
then, at night, i will be attending my neighbour's wedding.
and i'll be in my dress. =)
yay.
i've been waiting for this day!


Now, to me, studies, family, friends and netball are the most important.
thats all.




yesterday was a bad day for me. seriously.
hmm. though it made me want to work harder, i dont feel right.
pls dont ever lose faith in me... please....
i will do my very best and improve as much as i can in the shortest time.
i dont wish for more, just dont lose faith in me...
and how i wish i am better. i'll be right? i'll be.
and im working hard for it. trust me.


people come and go.
and it is really fate that we can be friends.
and it is really a blessing when we can be best friends.
the friendship is there and we all dont want to lose it.
sometimes, there's a nd to compromise with each other.
and thats when we really understand each other and willing to do so, to put down our pride and take a step back.



Now, things just dont go smoothly for me.
sorry for taking things granted in the past.
it's just a 'cycle' or maybe retribution.




and all i can do for myself is to encourage myself and push myself.


the question is: "am i happier ten years ago or now?"
the question is: "am i happier ten months ago or now?"
the question is: "am i happier ten weeks ago or now?"
the question is: "am i happier ten days ago or now?"
the question is"am i happier ten hours ago or now?"
the question is: "am i happier ten minutes ago or now?"
the question is: "am i happier ten seconds ago or now?"

and the question is...




this is the 201th post.
thats fast.
didnt go for clique study this morning cos i need to renew my plan before i nd to pay MORE.
i mean my mum nds to pay more.
and while i was renewing my contract, a new phone 'appeared' infront of me and i got it!!!
haha. my mum was saying that since i nd to renew my contract then i might as well get a phone too.
i was choosing b/w the samsung touch screen one and LG viewty.
i must admit that i wasnt updated with all the latest models of phones. =X
my younger sister knows more than me!!! omg!
and well, maybe if u ask me about books, i might a know?
haha. or maybe hot gossips? i think i can tell u a few.
oh. so i got the VIEWTY. no more pink colour so i got black.
quite cool. it's touch-screen too. and i spent about two hours keying in all my important contacts. omg. oh well.
and i was reading through the organic chemistry notes and i catch no ball.
as in i dont understand EVERYTHING. i understand A LITTLE.
haha. hmm.
this weekend was a fruitful one for me. i got an ELMO purse and a new phone.
great, i finally got a new phone and the past is the past. =)
and thats all.

btw, the phone is my bday present from my mother. i think i'll return her half the money.
nd to draw money with colour pencils!!!






hello.
yesterday had netball training at 4.30pm. it was pushed forward and not everyone knew.
but it's okay.
we jogged for two rounds. four interval rounds. intervals mean jog and sprint.
oh well, ended training at 7pm and mum picked me up to grandma's place.
i went to have my wondeful and delicious dinner prepared by grandma. haha.
my little cousins were watching POKEMON.
oh dear. they bought four sets of POKEMON show. WOW.
haha. i went to sleep after the jiggly puff sang in the show.
went home at eleven pm.
thats all for ystd.


TODAY i went for PTM.
oh well, mr desmond chan and ms peh talked to my mum for less than ten mins.
wah. erm, they said im hardworking and my mother agreed with them. THATS SO NICE.
haha
star star star.
went to market to have breakfast&lunch. i bought an ELMO handphone pouch but well, im changing it to a purse that can put my ezlink card and my beloved money. haha.
oh well, thats all.

not gg out today alrdy. must mug. we still got about eight weeks to PROMOS.
i want to get promoted!!!=)




hello peeps.
i was pissed today cos i sat back my own place during chemistry lesson.
i dont see a point in changing seats.
i wanted to sit infront so i can concentrate in listening to the teacher but the teacher just shifted my seat.
i got a S, hello?
and im trying to help myself to do better and im dumped back to the same old place again. =(
tell me how can i not be angry?~!!
anyway, ended school early today at one pm.
went home to do my homework but in the end, i slept for two hours.
alright, i better finish up my PW.
tmr got netball training. after that, im going to grandma's house.
cookie is going too. whee.. loves.




the fear of walking down the stairs of the overhead bridge.



dont try to act as if u know alot about me, you dont.




IT'S NOT A FEW HUNDREDS.
am i supposed to be angry with you?




#1.If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Shocked cos he's supposed to love me?

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
i dont know. will dreams come true? if yes, i want to get married. erm.. and get gd results for A levels and get into a university and be with my friends and family and... alot.

#3. What will your dream wedding be like?
Dream wedding? very hard eh. i dont know. i dont mind any form of wedding.

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
I am not very confused actually.

#5. What’s your ideal lover like?
Ideal. hmm. as long as he cares for me.

#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved by someone. obviously.

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Until my feelings for him is gone.

#8.If you love each other yet your can't get together?
doesnt make sense?

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
YES

#10. Who makes your day?
my family,friends,cookie and everyone who says nice things to me.

#11. Is being tagged fun?
Not that fun cos i nd to copy the questions!!! =X im lazy but i did!!!

#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
A rich lady and married.

#13. Who are currently the most important people to you?
FAMILY,GD FRIENDS,COOKIE.

#14. What kind of person do u think the person who tagged u is?
WONDERFUL.

#15. Would you rather be single&rich or Married&poor?
Married&poor, as long as the other half wouldnt mind.

#16. What is the first thing you do every morning?
open my eyes.

#17. Would you give all in a relationship?
Yes.

#18. What is one thing you wish to do most now?
SLEEP

#19. What type of friends do you like?
my GOOD FRIENDS type.

#20. What type of friends do u dislike?
THOSE.



thats all. im being tagged by HUANG XIN YI.
whoever can do this if u wan. =) tagged.







HELLO peeps.

JY&JN


thats all.
love clique.




oh well,, went back to the zhonghua this afternoon to collect my grad cert.
no teachers were in sight.
read jj's blog and u'll understand much more.
Netball training at 5pm.
coach pointed out some mistakes that i made and i learnt frm it.
hope i wont repeat it.
hmm. tired tired.
didnt study today.
tmr going work then after that go meet clique for birthdays celebration for eric & jowell. and not everyone is turning up. hmm.
alright.
thats all.




got back my results.
sucks. i mean i didnt perform as well as i expected especially ECONS.
because Econs starts with an E, i got an E!!! =(
i expected more. seriously. thats the paper that i was confident in.
and this only shows that my FEELING is wrong and i suck at predicting.
and thats why i failed to see the right guy everytime?.
oh well, thats so out of the point.
chemistry is the worst. SUB-PASS. two more marks to an E.
so here's my results:
Econs- E
GP- E
Maths- E
Chemistry- S
Geography- B [FINALLY]

it's like, so off frm my targets.
i will work hard for now.
but tonight 8pm got the taiwan xin guang da dao... i wan watch!!!
NO NO NO. CANNOT. okay, i shall study.
hmm.
will have class study every sunday for a few hours!!!

thats all.







HELLO.
i hope i wouldnt be numbed by poor results.
got back a few results.
some people happy, some people sad.
and well, i think i wouldnt cry when i get back my chemistry tmr.
cos i expect to fail, but i pray hard that i wont cos promos going to be difficult.
and now, i really nd to handle my studies and netball trainings well.
i cant feel THAT tired after every training.
hmm. i'll try to work on that.
okay. got to go do the VA promos questions.
thats all.

dont be sad people. you're not all alone. =)




HAPPY YOUTH DAY!!!!! wheee.... happy birthday to me!
im a youth. oh well. nth much to blog today.
clique study in the afternoon.
junyang and mark came in the mornin and left. they abandoned us!!! =(
then hilda and jj joined xinyun and i!!!
wheee...
oh well.
i wish i could play neopets everyday too.
went home at about five plus.
after my bath, junyang called and said i could go pick up the ball from zhan peng.
then went to meet zhan peng. i rushed out okay..
haha. we so funny la.
he went up the escalator then i went down. oh well, maybe it's cos i walked too slow that he's so fed up? haha. im just kidding.
we super long nv talk alrdy!!!
okay..then he walked me to my hs then, i decided to walk him to his house. haha.
then we walk and walk, talk and talk. for about an hour.
then we went home.
it's like, after years, i finally walked him home? haha.
he's so LAME.
oh well.
thats all.


it's great to have a friend back. =)




i apologize to xinyun for the previous post BUT im still considering if i shld put it down. =)

thats all. gotta go do chem. =)

hey hey.





TOPIC: DO YOU THINK SHE'S FUNNY?


alibaba says:
aye, what you doing tmr?
JIA YAN says:
studying with my cousin. she got n levels coming up lor. =)
alibaba says:
oh ya!
alibaba says:
haha
alibaba says:
alrighty
JIA YAN says:
yah
JIA YAN says:
u?
alibaba says:
animals
JIA YAN says:
OH yah
JIA YAN says:
so penguin, u diving ?
JIA YAN says:
haha
alibaba says:
hahaha
alibaba says:
splashing water!
alibaba says:
haha



CONCLUSION: SHE's SUPER FUNNY!!! =D
wheee...




Hello beloveds.
oh well, today is a short day cos Netball trainings only start next tuesday and friday,5pm to 7pm.
hmmmm. thats late cos i end at one pm every friday... =(
okay. finally...i went for lunch with XINYUN.
and now im in debt. haha. i owe her S$5 for eating the pasta frm pastamania.
i first time i stepped into pastamania was last yr, when i went with mark and the rest.
WOW.
took bus31 home cos i wanted to meet my mother. i've got no money with me and i wanted to buy magazine.
and guess what.
i went into THIS FASHION at the market there.
and i saw a few dresses again. is like, always dresses? haha.
oh well. waited for mum to arrive then we went to try on our different clothes.
she bought a pants and me, a Denim dress.
it's damn worth it now cos 20% discount storewide and since im a member, additional 10% discount. their clothes are not bad. especially their dresses.
dont believe? next time ms ong wear then u see. =)
oh, im wearing those dresses so confirm nice one. haha.
went home after spending $46.90 altogether.
changed into my cjc pe shirt then went for a twenty minutes run at the park.
must at least run since no trainings this week.
see, im so hardworking. haha.
must put in effort so as to be nearer to my goal. *winks*

tmr not gg to celebrate sis's bf birthday cos quite late eh, i cant have an empty stomach after 7.30pm.
food=life.


无情命运任性的捉弄


thats all.




oh hello people.
today sch ended at two pm.
went to Toa Payoh with xinyun and alicia.
got a red board for ms chay and went to print some class photos.
oh well, being a treasurer isnt easy at all.
hMMM. NO MONEY NO MONEY.


look at this. this is the short cut to my house when u take bus145.
thats the dark dark route that i survived those few nights.
at night, will be super dark even with those orange lamps.


so long nv update photos of dearest cookie alrdy.
going to do so this time.
he's so naughty and active. well, he's a boy.
i took quite a while to get a nice photo of him. he cant sit STILL!!!!! =)


cookie and sexy legs of my sister.
cookie is 2.1kg now. =) so small and cute. haha.


傻瓜我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又再一次受伤
傻瓜我们都一样受了伤
却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句傻瓜

part of the song: 傻瓜



thats all.
i nd to study, yo!!!!!




oh dear. i feel like shitting now.
im halfway done for project work's wr plan intro.
i quite like my group yea. nv argue one.
grpleader doing alot of things. =X

sometimes i wished my life is dramatic.
well, i've seen so many dramas. haha.
hmmm... and i wonder what will my future be...
my handsome husband? [handsome to me ONLY la, i guess]

oh well, my friend says im a cheapskate.
just cos i told him about the mymailmoment website.
haha. i just redeemed a soya bean anyway, it just costs my printer ink.
i dont mind ppl saying me that cos, thats who i am. =) wheee.
i'll spend when I WAN TO.
haha.
im mad
im 50 1kg cakes!!!
and coming monday is my birthday cos im a YOUTH!!!
im crazy, somehow.

thats all. im going to run later. wheeeeeeeeeee....................................




HAPPY BIRTHDAY, XINYUN!!!!!!
your card is still with me. pass to u tmr.
enjoy!!!

got back my results for geography and chemistry sectionAandB.
thank you for cursing and pressurizing me, jj. =)
i think it's quite true. next time say i'll pass. haha. then it'll come true. =D
i know i shld have studied more. =( all my own fault. shittty. well, must mug alrdy...!!! promos in like three mths?
thank you for comforting me, alicia. =)

CJC 17 SMILE



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