today is the last day of march 2008.
ystd slept at one thirty plus am.aww. so tired can... =X
i woke up late by a few mins. haha..
today tennis trials? we can only haf trials at the end of april. more time to train.
their coach is superb. very nice leh... =)
anyway...im struggling with my PI.
i dunno what i shld write.
and whats more, i wonder if i shld join guitar or fitness club... HOW?!!!

love is all about taking one step at a time.




let's start with some photos...

MARK.HILDA.ME.KELMEN.JOWELL.

JIANEE.JIAYAN.LINGLING.

helllooooo.today i woke up late.and i met mark on the bus 13. so we were both late for abt 15mins. those kind ppl waited for us.. haha. we went to visit jie cai today. so many ppl were there. maybe it's near qing ming. okay. waited for our gd friend, YONG JIA JIE to reach the place... he cant find his pink freak shirt so he's late. somehow. oh yea. talking abt jj, he's really the president of bitch club lah. look at what he post on his blog: http://gravitude.blogspot.com/. he's very happy ystd too. he jus didnt wan to admit it...haha. alright. ruiting,sonia,shiyun,ling,jianee,me,hilda,kelmen,jowell,jiajie went to visit jc. sonia left early.we went to far east to have our lunch at NANA thai restaurant. it didnt bring back much memories though. yuning joined us later at far east. haha. okay. he got a puma cap,magazine,NEWater bottle etc at no charges. haha. =) we went to PS after tat. we went to haf desserts at ICE MONSTER. very nice, esp the mango. so sweet. chester joined us. walked at carrefour den tok tok, den went to other shops. after tat, went home. haha. thats all for today. im gg to study. i jus woke up frm a sweet nap. haha... =) i love slping...

jiajie, i will dedicate a post to u SOON. haha.

LOVE, JIAYAN

HEY PEOPLE!







when my life isnt going smoothly, seems like im walking on those uneven rocks.
hais.
when i realized i wldnt haf to keep the smile on my face.
i really dunno what shld i do.

why give me hope and leave me alone in the end
save me.




maybe if i nv received the msg, i wouldnt be in this state.
im so confused.




the realization of something...

today was a rather 'fast' day. ended at two pm today.
nth significant today in school. =)
jus that i kept nodding during chem lecture..haha.
tried to stay awake for some parts too.
chemical bonding is SO difficult.

met up with chester at around five fourty five pm?.
erm. at mac. he claimed that his uniform looks like RJC one. =X
okay fine.
tats all.

my name is spelled this way: Jia Yan




hmm. today was supposed to be a quite nice day though i had MASS PE today.
but who knows. i went home, bathed n ate my dinner n realized that i left my beloved specs in the school's toilet!!! wat the.
i had to call my friend who is so nice la, she helped me go the toilet n checked if it is there.
i went back school to retrieve it. if not, i wouldnt able to study!!!
the importance of my specs.
THANK YOU MUMMY. it was raining and was so difficult to drive the car to school when there was traffic jam. i noe u're pissed, im pissed too. im sry and i love you. =)
alright.
rewarded myself one walnut cookie,which is extremely delicious!, cox i ran right rounds round the track today during mass pe. =)
hmm. tats all. i really enjoyed working with my econs grpmates! =)
too many ppl to thank today... =)

PLANS FOR THIS WEEK
tues-meet chester at kovan mac for econs case study.
wed- interact, parent-teacher meeting
thurs- nth, i supposed.
fri- interact, meet up with daredevils for coffee bean
sat- visit jie cai n have lunch tgt with 4e2, horror movie with xy.jx.yj.jason.
sun- help out in VJ fund raising


HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUNING!!!

im having bird nest later =) LOVELY!




HEY.

21st march 2008.okay. firstly, the dinner at boon keng prata shop with xinyi, jian xiang, jason n yongjie is superb! we're all crapping. haha.two years r faster than four years! whoo! haha... =Xwe planned to watch one horror movie next saturday night. damn ON. haha. okay. glad that we're back again, together.

22nd march 2008.okay. den ystd, went to amk to study. sry to yuning for keep asking him to study. =X hmm. had lunch at fish n co.dinner at foodcourt. coffee bean. alright. went home at about nine plus. i took mrt with chester.thanks for acc. me to take the train. we missed a no. of trains and were talking n crapping somehow. alright. told him a no. of things like, what happened on tues. hmm. met his primary sch friend on the train when we finally got onto one. im like, rather extra though. haha. but okay la, he got tok to me. acc. him to kovan station den he acc. me to wait for he next train since i decided to miss the one that arrived once i got off the train at kovan.confusing. haha. anyway, yupps. reached home at ten fourty fifty pm i think. met my mum n sisters below my block. =) went to slp straight after i bathed. im so tired last night.

alright. and im awake now at 10.17am. ystd, wei sheng msged me and say happy easter! im rather shocked, but thanks! =) haha.

it's sweet to meet up with all these good friends! =)

i wont think too much about what happened n what will be happening anymore =)

ystd got home rather late. about ten thirty pm.
and im so tired that i went to slp after i bathed and i only woke up eleven twenty am this morning.
went to kovan to eat lunch at thai express and went to visit my grandma at my aunt's shop.
dinner with jx.xy.yj.jason later. =)

though we're at the same area, we r unable to meet.

i think my life is rather screwed up now.
i havent got my cca. and is like, im feeling very grumpy these few days.
im losing my patience... =(
i lost it and i find it hard to get it back... hais.
everything seems to be so wrong in my life.




so many people r joining interact club.
i wonder if i can get in. =(
anyway, pray that xy will get into hockey! =)
yupps. today was rather a short day.
got very tired when i reached home. so is like, i went to slp after i bathed.
maybe im joining a chinese competition. not very sure if the teacher really wan me to join though.
hope tmr end early somehow. getting my facial products tmr. =)

it's the third day alrdy, feels weird n uncomfortable.




creating a blog is free. =)

today afternoon had my FIRST MASS PE IN CJC.
ran seven rounds of track. alicia said we'll run ten to fifteen rounds in the next MASS PEs.
awww. we did the superman exercise n lifting of our beautiful legs while singing the national anthem n school song respectively.
whoo.okay. the climbing up n down the grandstand wasn't NICE at all.
im gg to climb up the block stairs everytime i come home. haha.
dinner with jx n xy n ger was changed to thurs.
got a TEN BUCKS popular voucher! =D
haha. for free. jus by doing a survey. thats cool.
anyway.. yupps. tmlo ending late cox of cca.
i think im really joining interact.. though dun haf competitions.. i'll go for some competitions somehow, i hope.
alright. clique gathering at ten am at amk library this saturday.
im waiting for friday to come..
actually, i kind of like GP now. =)

u arent there...




today sucks to the core la.
saw that stupid asshole. spoil my mood.
okay watever. im feeling alright though.. =) surprisingly.
haha. cox im pretty. =) HAHA. jus kidding...
anyway, today ended sch at two pm.
now, hilda.steph.natalie. r in my hs.
maths test was alright i think. hope i can pass =)
alright... gg to do project.

then i realized im so different frm the rest. im not what u people think im.really.

i feel like calling him..awww...but i jus cant.

this morning went to library to study with xinyun n ling ling.
im so sry. i said the wrong thing. u're clever actually. =) felt so guilty.
ate subway cookies for lunch as im not hungry.
went home at three plus pm.
missed the bus thirteen again.
waited for fifteen mins.
got home at four twenty five pm.
went to golden mile for steamboat dinner.
went to united square n spent away the fifty bucks esprit voucher.
in the end, i still nd to pay $19.9o more for one piece of cloth. haha.
i mean the clothes. one. my mum paid.not me.
ate ben n jerry ice-cream. my neighbour treat.
went home after that. here im, home sweet home.
clique gathering nxt sat at amk library.

im so delighted these few days...




ehhh... xinyun took a photo of me n mark ystd nite and i didnt realized it!!!
haha.. im gg to ask my lawyer send her a letter! =X haha.
JUS KIDDING.
anyway, ystd was a great day n night. haha...
our clique rocks okay.
first time ten ppl go watch show tgt.. is like, nearly one whole row is ours! haha..
step up 2 was quite nice. excellent dance steps.
starbucks coffee is always nice but everytime after drinking the high-class coffee, i feel so bloated and feel as if im gg to shit them all out. haha... opps. tats abit...too..erm. sry. =X
i know u're jus joking with me. =)
today morning woke up n went to eat in the market with mum.
i didnt run today. argh.
okay. i went to amk library to study.
met alot of 4e2 o7 ppl there.
haha. eric,junyang,hilda n me sat one table while ms hoo went to do her project first. =)
den den.. i almost completed the sums of MI. haha.
how successful m i. whoo.
okay.
xinyun is sick. she's so dirty n excited about the ipod earpiece n "h_le".
went home at about five i think.
i took bus 853, i thought got reach my hs la.
eric still ask me to confirm if really got go my hs. haha.
and i thought so.
passed by a place i nv wanted to pass by. my heart didnt stop beating. my heart didnt beat EXTREMELY FAST. jus normal.
maybe cox eric is by my side toking to me so i wouldnt really think alot.
i dunno. but im glad im normal. =)
got off at kallang bahru when i realized im on the wrong bus!
den i walked all the way hm! =X
took about twenty mins or so? haha. fast right.
when i got home, i realized im wearing my younger sis shirt and she was solding n screaming.
hehe. so sry...
went to eat at whampoa and i saw WEIJIAN. haha.
okay. he live in sengkang den cum all over to whampoa to eat the hokkien mee.
he wore grey shirt.
and now,im back home.

Happy Birthday Kelmen Tan!














the rain nv seems to stop.
went to clara's house today for econs PW. omg.
we all dunno how to use the movie maker then we jus anyhow do lor.
i left at two twenty pm.
standing at the bus stop, waiting for the bus, i nearly freezed to death. so cold la...
hmm.
watching the korean drama, DA ZI DE CHUN TIAN.
damn nice la. the female lead crying now.. cox she's too touched that her mum 'protected' her n didnt want to tell her the truth.
eeek.. the disgusting n low class slut! okay. opps. haha..
anyway..i wanted to go jogging again la.
den rain n rain.
went to do sit ups.
omg.. i really mus train alrdy. =X
next wednesday having prata dinner with xinyi n jx. dunno if yj can go not.
good luck for his competition in japan now, i think.
tmr going sentosa. im gg to finish my homework today. hope so.

rain rain go away. come again another day...




today went to sengkang library to study with yuning n hilda.
went to burger king after tat.
ms hoo called and yuning n i went to changi airport to meet her to mug.
hilda went home.
alright.
we sat at the high class coffee bean, paying extra cents for the drinks that we ordered.
crapping a little while studying.
yuning went off at about six fifty five pm.
xinyun n i went to search for a dinner place.
we went to ajisen.
xinyun ate the nice n yummy tom yam.
while i m in charge of toking to her.
haha.
okay.
i was saying that when i grow up, we'll[our clique] take turns to treat the 13 ppl altogether.
haha... cool right.
den when it's my turn, i'll tell junyang n eric: "THIS IS FREE!" =)

can we stop growing up...
it's like, we're now wanting to be this n that, do this n that when we grow up.
what will we discuss n wish for when we REALLY grow up..?
to go where to retire?
den when we retired, how?
omg. it's so scary...




im so early today. waking up at 8.47am and realized the ground is too wet for me to go running.
it's like, it has been raining since the end of last week?
and keep raining.
going to sengkang library to study with yuning n hilda later.
im a good girl. =)
friday gg ice skating. nd eight ppl at least...
who's going???!!!

im so afraid of march.save me! =(




im supposed to go running this morning and i failed to get up.
and now, it's raining!!! OH MY!!!
haha... nvm. i'll do sit ups at home later if it continues to rain.
tonight having dinner with relatives outside.
this friday got clique gathering at sentosa.
going to msg all of them later. =)
read the sister's keeper jus now. interesting =) im at page 90 only. =X
studying later after i finish using the computer.
tmlo going tp library study. =)
i wanna buy a casio watch at S$46. i wonder if it is worth it since toa payoh there sell s$55.90.
and it's white so will get dirty easily.
i bought a DORA the explorer water bottle that day. so nice. =)


-Jia Yan









then i realized that u dun even know what is happening in my life.
i cared too much, which r unnecessary.
u made me forget him, bit by bit. thank u.
when i started to admit my feelings, it got more complicated.
we dun suit. everyone says so. even i agree.
it's whether i wan to treat u normally. it's jus my mentality.
a deadline is jus a time i shld put everything by aside.
watever u do makes me afraid. the fear of realizing that im not the only one that u do this.
im always searching for someone, it's too tiring.
the right one wouldnt appear now.
if we're meant to be, we will be tgt.




this morning went to see the doctor cox ears block for about one week or so.
den, the doctor say there's shit inside which is very deep so, tmlo i nd to go back in the afternoon to see her, and remove all of that disgusting thing.. eeekkk..
okay. den den, i went to tp library to study with mark. AMS is so difficult..
hais. and im going to haf a test on it in april i think.
we left at about three plus and went to buy bubble tea. the pearls r so small but NICE.
mark bought a fbt shorts for $9.50.
rather cheap though.
den we went popular n shop inside for about an hour.
we sat at the bus interchange and tok for a while..
hmm. i still prefer toking to my secondary friends.
more things to tok about.
alright. went to geylang to eat frog porridge for dinner.
bought three rubber bands at $1.
tmlo going to meet xinyi they all for dinner. =)
tats all.

and i realized we're really incompatible...




okay. this morning woke up at ard ten am i think. haha.
went for breakfast and lunch at PS ichiban.
hmmm.. den we went to shop at esprit.
spend over $150 so can apply for the esprit card.
den got $50 voucher.! whee.... cox one auntie help us chop the voucher card.
SO NICE! =) some people r really nice...
den, we went to haf our lucky draw. got the movie tickets n one notepad.
and wth, my elder sis go take.
got two tickets la. den she take all!!! den i go scold her and keep nagging at my mum.
den my mum ask my sis give me one, when my sis was toking on the phone with some friend,
den she scold us DIAM LA.
WTF. den my mum so angry, she jus turned and nv inform us la, and walked back to mrt, when we were supposed to go take bus to bras basah.
WOW! my mum so ON sia. attitude. haha.
den i go 'chased' her back and i said:" wah. u so power. jus turn n walk away. not bad arh. dun angry la...[den i pinch her face].. " den she laughed.
ahha.. so kiddish.
so in the end, i stil dun get the movie tickets but i got the $50 bucks voucher.
is like, WOW.
okay. haha. den den den... we went to bras basah. i wanted to buy MY geography book-GEOSYSTEM.
but dun haf leh... so sian. bought one science assessment book for my younger sis.
tats all. den we went home by bus 133.
going to run at 4.30pm today if it doesnt rain.
at night going to celebrate my dad's birthday.
tmlo i wan go library study. =)

they saw it, have u?




yahoo. jus ended our gathering.
hmm. the 'comers' r jianee.xinyun.jiajie.junyang.eric.chester.kelmen.lingling.doreen.steph.me.
haha.. okay. we had steamboat n hotplate. =)
called yuning in the middle to share our joy. =P
we sort of gave kelmen n ling ling a birthday surprise.the strawberry cake.
yea. den we tok n tok.
den the dangerous topic came about. jiajie is so boy.!!! haha. he is so scared, jus like me.
but is different cox im a girl. haha. and he's a boy.
love all my friends man. haha. so cool..
hope they enjoy the dinner =)
gg out tmlo with mark.
n tmlo is dad's birthday
thanks mum, for today =)




today afternoon, xinyun n hilda came to my hs.
haha. den tok tok, do some work den we went to run/jog. haha.
so cool la. we ran eight rounds...
feel so satisfied. is like, ive been wanting to run for so long, and finally, i got to run.
okay. tmlo all the nice ppl r cuming to my hs.
haha... haf a pleasant surprise tooo!!!!
wHEEE...
i love ppl cuming over cox im too lazy to travel.
thanks to mum who is helping us to prepare all the stuffs.
i m so exicted for tomorrow cox i'll be tutoring kids. whee.. haha...
and also, cox they're cuming over to my hs. hehe.


everyone looks down on you because you look down on yourself .




these few days keep raining. it's so cold.
interact was cancelled today thus, i m back home so early. haha.
planned to go for running today at four plus but it's raining so heavily. =(
i've decided to join interact club and force myself to go for running on saturdays. =)
friday confirm haf dinner tgt with clique.
confirm coming ones r ling ling.mark.lucky.junyang.kelmen.eric.jiajie.doreen.steph.jiayan.
hmmm...
tmlo got GP CA. omg. i m gg to study for it.
but i think i will flunk my GP... cox my GP teacher is seriously not gd.
so sry to say that but can u imagine a teacher not completing her concept map in the next lesson and go on to another concept map.
or had she finished drawing out the concept map and discussing it with us?
omg. i cannor differentiate her 'completed' and 'not completed"
my stomach aches.
and i m having sore throat and flu. kept sneezing...
pls get well before friday.!!! =P
i've decided to slim down. haha. so fat =X


LOVE
JIA YAN




today was released at one pm because dun haf chinese. hehe
so rocks la. okay. and i did my econs homework. haha. and maths. though i m like, anyhow do one la.
hmm...ystd night was on the phone for about an hour den my sis interrupted.
so paiseh la. omg. haha.
it's jus rumours.
thanks xinyun.mark.steph.
we're jus friends though.
hmm.. now going off to popular to buy a nice notebook for my GP.
haha
im kind of neat. =)
buying dad's present too.
clique gathering on friday night. im so sry to those who cant make it.

i didnt wan to open up and get closer.im so not prepared to. i'll try,friends.




today seriously sucks okay.
this morning, i went to the busstop.
i missed the bus! wth! den nvm. i waited for the second one which is so damn long.
while waiting, i realized i didnt bring my ez link card. WTH
den i called my mum. she went back to retrieve my ez card[she's jus below the block, gg to work]
she scolded me.
den i realized that if i miss the next bus, i might be late. so i didnt wait for her.
i jus went off.
i reached school on time, i realized i forgot to bring my pencil which is on the table in the living rm.
im like, WTH again.
next, jia jie.hilda.xinyun.me were sitting in the canteen. den, we saw alot of J2s not going moving for assembly yet. so we waited too.
den some of them moved, we followed.
on the way to assembly, we were stopped by the PE teacher.
he said we were LATE!
OMG.
we were in sch la. but the policy is that we mus be there for the assembly before 7.40am if not, LATE!!!
WTH WTH! haha.
alright. theres no detention for that though. haha. =P

thanks for not intending to tell me. i appreciate it =)
thanks for comforting me.

i understand.i know what to do




finally, i managed to finished reading NINETEEN MINUTES this noon.
woke up at eleven plus am and read it.
hmm.the ending really had an impact on me.
peter seemed to be part of my life.
Peter. the author wrote this part to describe his consequence of his actions:
when it got hard to breathe. he fell into a dream. he was still eighteen, but it was the first day of kindergarten. .................................................................................... Here was the amazing thing: in his dream, Peter wasnt scared. he knew, somehow, that he was headed exactly where he'd wanted to go.
i felt sad for him. yes, he killed them. but somehow, i sympathized him.
the story is so real. so real.
josie n peter were still friends afterall. she cared for him. so does he care for her.
the ending was a twist. i nv expected it. serious.
i feel as if peter was someone i knew. i was sad about his death.
i nv knew that i would come across such a novel.
peter wanted attention and he got it for THAT nineteen minutes.
peter, i know they started it.

i bought JODI PICOULT's my sister's keeper.
im going to start reading it later...

CJC 17 SMILE



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