XINYUN has weird laughters in the middle of the night.
she cant stop bitching even in the middle of the night.
she cant stop laughing at mark's GREEN PEAS joke. [go to mark's friendster profile]
so XINYUN is a BITCH indeed. in a gd way. HAHA.




hello beloveds!
i'll show u my husband...


SUPERMAN!!!
he's having an affair with alicia. somehow. =(



MY COOKIE. hehe. so cute. loves.


tmr im gg to my aunt's place for bbq!!! YAY.
im waiting for my friend to come online... =)




一直以来我都很想用华文字母写我的部落格。
这些日子，我也受够了。 自己一直在欺骗自己。
不是我不要不想，是我不能。
对不起自己也对不起大家。
知道你现在应该很快乐，而我也一直没有进步。
每晚只希望自己不会迷迷糊糊地打给你。
多希望你从来没有出现在我的世界里。
多么希望自己不再幻想。
或许就没那么糟。
或许真的没人能代替你。

爱了几回
伤了几回
为爱憔悴
付出的从来不会等于收回
多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼


数不清的泪
我又哭了好几回
等一道光线看见某年某月我们之间曾经说过的预言




Dearest superman,
can you please save me from my nightmares?
every morning when i woke up, i'd love to cry out loud.
it's been so long and i'm still in those nightmares.

Love,
JiaYan




OMG. HENG YONG JIE is so crap now.
he is singing the "happy meal" song.
he ask if got 'coldcake' instead of 'hotcake'!!!!
he is so lame lah!!!!
anyway, we are conferencing now.
xinyi me yongjie.
AHHH. im gg mad!!!
he cant stop crapping....!!!




OH MY. im in my aunt's shop now.
and got internet connection. =) LOVEs.
alright. im supposed to study but im in NO mood to do that.
haha. alright. tmr got PW. awww.
i havent done my PW.
save me! noone can. =X
im still wondering about the things that we talked about ystd night.
oh dear. there's like a line b/w us now.
shit.
i'll try to fix it.
anyway.... cookie got another lump on his backside.

poor boy. im so sry. really sorry to bring u to grandma hs. =(


okay, im supposed to be 'working' now but im using the com.
update on my busy week: SATURDAY- BBQ at aunt's place.











hello my beloved hot babes and hunks.
COOKIE just got an operation. and it's my fault, according to my beloved mum.
i suggested to bring him to my grandma's place even before his third injection.
and he's got virus infection.
and there's somewhat a hole in his stomach. poor puppy. =(
i love you, puppy. please please get well SOON.








okay. went back school this morning to celebrate colin's and raymond's birthday.
i bought the wonderful and cute cake. haha. opps.=X
all pictures in alicia's blog.
alright. pls be grateful to us, you.
and an apology is required.
after chemistry extra lesson, alicia and i went back zhss to take our NYAA cert.
and the security refused to let us in cos we're in hot BLACK shorts and slippers.
oh my. watever. thanks to sze ting who helped me took the certs. =) love you,girl.


yupps. went to changi airport to find my love ones in T2 MAC.
they're so nice to leave so many seats for me to choose which one to sit. haha.
okay, that's lame.
anyway, mark went for piano lesson at about three plus pm.
im so tired that i cant concentrate studying.
so i ended up stoning and talking to ms hoo. and steph was like:" can u all study?"
haha. she's so nice. i just cant stop opening my mouth to talk to the bitch sitting opposite me.
she's simply damn nice to talk to. HAHA. dont ego boost, you.
after that, we went to the viewing hall. yuning and kelmen arrived at mac first of cos den we went there after talking for quite some time.
we were taking wonderful photos of us. HAHA.
okay. we had damn lot of fun.
then, ms hoo asked me over to one side. and we had HEART to HEART talk!!!
OH MY. im telling everyone here that I LOVE HER LOTS.
haha. we got the SAME thinking. oh dear.
thats a GOOD thing, somehow.
we're wondering if it's OUR PROBLEM. =X
okay. den eric, jiajie and jowell arrived. =) we went to eat fried chicken.
nice!!! the meat super tender and not so oily. girls' talk. haha. and we shared everything.
wow!!! i love HILDA too. okay. i LOVE EVERYONE!!!
alright. anyway, we're there today to celebrate steph's birthday. belated.
i bet she loves us. chester, doreen, junyang cannot make it. so yupps.

some pics and details...







walking to the viewing hall. part 1







part 2






Ling Ling and ME














xinyun tried to jump.






xinyun destroyed the beautiful photo.








and now...kelmen tried to block her face!






blur blur.




YAHOO. LOVES.










we're discussing about BIG matters.






send to me pls!!






after dinner. we love u, steph.










before




after





see the differences in these two photos. haha. we all burst out laughing when we exit from the lift. super funny lA!!! the couple kissed in the lift and the guy was hugging the girl like...errrm...abit over. =X i bet JJ was ooking at them that time.







cheeseeeee....




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we simply love u guys. that's why we care. that's why I care.
i love you people, clique.














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that's a promise, friend. =)





hey friend.
we all love you!!!
be strong kaes... =)
we'll stand by you!!!!!! always.
no worries!!!
cheer up =)




i was just talking to her.
we really think she shld think twice. think again.
it's really hard to meet a nice guy.
ahh. we're just abit too young for it, isnt it?
but..im 17.
wow. okay, i noe that im not for it. so yupps.
i hope she made the right choice.

and i realized that the way i treat my family and friends r different.
for example, im having dinner with my parents ONLY [heee, they're only mine for once!],
i ordered my beehoon and noodle soup and my parents ordered duck rice.
so mine came first and i started eating first.
if im with my friends, i think i'll wait for my friends.
okay, i know that my mother will definitely ask me to eat first. [just like last week when i waited for hers to come]
so yupps, it's different. and i wonder why.

the sichuan for aftershock i think of magnitude 6.4. oh MY!!!
and people died again.
*sigh*
maybe mother Earth made a mistake,somehow. =(
but also, we took things frm the lovely Mother Earth and now she's taking alot of us.
=(

Monday[tmr] - going to watch MADE OF HONOUR with.....cousin and sister and...........

Tuesday - going back school for chem lesson, go back zhss to take my NYAA cert then go home and change den go changi airport.

Wednesday - dunno if got work

Thursday - meet xinyi

Friday- study

Saturday- study

Sunday - family day

but i feel that i missed out something... what's it?



there was a slap in my face on how quickly i was replaced.




hello peeps.
i was staying over at my cousin's house on friday to saturday.
we went out in the middle of the night about 12am plus to 1am plus to go eat at the coffeeshop and look for friends.
erm. yupps. then after that we went back home...
talked a while den i went to sleep. im so tired that night.
we're going through almost the same thing and i hope my cousin chose the right one.
ystd was saturday.
i woke up at eleven plus and saw my younger cousin having chinese tuition.
she has five tuition days out of every week.
so poor thing la.
but it's for her own good, somehow.
then my cousins, my aunt and i went to parkway ystd.
we ate the mini steamboat delight.
it's super ex. aww. okay. quite nice though.
then we went shopping. my cousins and aunt bought clothes. i didnt bring cash so i didnt buy though my aunt ask me to choose.
but i rejected. shy. haha. and i dont dare to ask her pay for mine. =)
i need to shop for clothes to attend my cousins' weddings this year!!!
after that, we went back to my cousin's house.
my dinner at her house was the least amount of rice i ate for this year!! haha
just a few spoonful den finish already. yupps yupps. good good.
must become thinner. =X
alright. then we went to my grandma's house.
had lots of fun.
we watched a malay ghost movie at my grandma's place. not very scary though.
my aunt simply loves to watch malay ghost movies. she will buy alot. haha =D
alright. went home after that...
cookie vomitted on the car. i think he's too dizzy. =X
sorry to those whom i didnt reply ur msgs and didnt pick up ur calls, i didnt bring my phone along. =)

thats all.
some pics...



grandma eating mangosteen and my beloved two aunts.



cookie is so loved by them.


my dearest grandma again.



my cousin and mum.


qianyi and i



cookie


cousin. haha.




hey beloveds.
today's geography paper was..erm..not easy. =(
i shld have done the ques 3EITHER instead of OR.
i really hope my points will be right.
went to sing K at katong shopping centre just now frm 7pm to 10pm.
sing sing sing.
that's love. haha.
and now, im in my cousin's house. i didnt bring my handphone,clothes.
i only brought along with me my ezlink card. =D haha.
oh my.
i think i'll go home tmr. not very sure. =)
oh yupps, cookie had his injection this morning and he scratched my sis cos he's in pain.
poor puppy. he keep on slping after getting home. i think he's so in pain. aww. love him still.=)
thats all.




now is about five hours before my paper.
oh my. im like, reading through my notes again and again and i still dunno what i DUNNO exactly.
how dumb.
oh anyway, Cookie is off for his second injection.
poor puppy. but yupps, must have the injection. =)
cookie is afraid of the ball that xy they all gave me. so funny. and he will bark at the ball...
hmm... what does it imply???...
alright. tonight going to sing sing sing.
im super happy. it's being a long time since i've gone singing.
and i feel that my cousin n i are close once again. =)
they're really nice to me!
how i wish i have a time-machine.
how i wish i could go back to primary six.
how i wish i could change everything.
but then, i wouldnt have met such good friends.
i was talking to xinyi ystd night...had fun talking to her.
we both have the same thoughts.
we're no longer hoping for anything.
"let nature take its own course." Is this a good advice with regard to relationships?
that's one of our GP ques. ystd.

okay... got to go read my notes again. =D




COOKIE IS OFFICIALLY THREE MONTHS OLD!!!
alright. his birthday is on 22 april 2008.
i was so pissed this morning.
he shit on the carpet and i stepped on it, without realizing it!!!
quarrelled with my mother over the puppy.
i had to rushed out of house and i had to clean the shit.
every morning, must clean the shit in the cage then still must feed him then still must clean shit again before i go out of house!!!
argh!!! i was so angry that i hit him today. i think it's rather hard and i think he scared of me alrdy.
cos i came back, let him out of cage, once i go near him when he biting the newspaper, he ran.
oh no. am i THAT fierce?
okay. but i still love him alot, yupps.
so when i call his name, he'll come to me. =) hehe.
and also, i missed the bus 985 this morning. i was super angry cos i nd to wait very long for the next bus and whats more, i m supposed to meet xinyun at 7am!
then, i took bus 31 instead to opposite SA and changed bus.
saw christopher and xinyun's friend.
christopher talked to me for the whole journey. wah. surprising. he's a nice guy anyway.
and there's this stupid blue pen ink on my skirt! argh!
today is such a lousy day.
GP paper was hard. oh my. the papers so soft den the questions so hard =X
aww. okay, gotta study for geography. =)
i love tmr.
im going K tmr!!! wheeeeee...
paper starts at two pm tmr. =X
good luck everybody!

oh yea, JJ. i think the gp paper killed me, somehow
but why am i still alive? miracle!!! =X but i hope i will pass..








HEY peeps.
today is STUDY DAY for cjc students! wonderful.
gotta mug for geography now.
night time study for GP paper!!!

GOOD LUCK TO ME FOR GP AND GEOGRAPHY PAPERS!
to everyone too. =)

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i was reading the magazine-8DAYS for the second time.
this week's issue is about the candies.

so i was flipping through the few pages of the sweet candies.
and i saw this candy that i used to have.
it's a 'seven days' sweet.
everyday got different sweets to eat.
so nice and fun.
i remembered i got a purple one too cos i said it was cute in the 7/11
and he bought it for me.
aww.
he knows how to make a girl happy.
he's nice.
i hated it for a period of time cos it's coming b/w the official two of us.
okay, i doubt anyone in singapore will know what's going on b/w this sweet and me.
it's the past and im not gg to say.not at the moment.
thanks for being there and im sorry.
thanks for being mature enough.
if u ever come back, i'll keep my promise to show u around singapore. =)















my NEW hello kitty hairtie.






the three books, im gg to write for geo.


ms brenda tan gave us sweets. guess what? it's my eraser under the sweet wrapper cos i ate the sweet and i realized i shld take a photo of it. =X





mr ong bing gan is here =D
[cookie]


im so afraid i might breakdown one day. too many things that i've kept to myself.




hello!!!
im in sch library now.
i doubt i will blog tonight anyway so yupps, here i am.
errmm. nth much. i'll upload the grandma's birthday celebration pics SOON, i hope.
im too lazy to ask my sis to send it to me and upload it.
and of cos, i'll upload cookie's pictures too.
he's super naughty and the task for me every morning is to clean his SHIT.
oh dear.
i love him anyway. =)

hey clique: celebrating steph wong's birthday next tuesday. =D

must study and study and study for geography!!!
i hope i'll do well.
love me.

i think i'll work in june holidays. for my aunt. =)






As i was saying in my previous post that the world is full of love,
a small grp of people is not.
this shld be the third time i am cursing people.
it's not i wanna curse one la, it's just too much.
PLS ROLL DOWN THE STAIRS, you idiot asshole.
when u spent the money right, i curse u that the things u buy will be rotten/spoilt.
WTF.
really very asshole leh.
OKAY, pls let the police catch u and no son, no daughters for u.
not even animals.

anyway, i was reading thru the newspapers AGAIN and i saw this touching story of the sichuan earthquake!!!
there's this guy who stood by his girlfriend's side when she wass trapped. she was trapped for 104hours!!!! Oh my. and the guy kept talking to his girlfriend so that she would not fall asleep.
so sweet. they were talking about their sweet memories and their future-wedding.
she wanted the traditional chinese wedding dress but the guy say western one nicer. oh... so sweet.. =)
my neighbour said that there is this mother who was breast feeding the child when they were trapped and the mother died, with her breast-feeding the child. i think the child survived.

tmr i think i will go to tp breadtalk and donate money for the sichuan earthquake thingy cos i was browsing the web and i still cant find a webby that i can donate without a creditcard. =X
alright.
i nd to study.
i went to kovan coffeeshop today to help my grandma look after the shop.
haha. i was mugging there too and i havent finish studying =X
anyway, im a good child =)




reading through the newspapers and watching the news,
my heart really sank.
the si chuan earthquake had taken away so many lives.
i was reading the chinese newspapers ystd and i read this touching story.
there was this mother who crounched and kneel down [i think] and protected her child frm getting hurt or die from the things that collapsed.
then she died and her child survived.
and the people found out that the mother actually typed in her handphone to the child saying that if the child survived, she must know and remember that her mother loves her.
OMG!!! i saw this and my tears are in my eyes.
it's so touching can...
also, there are a number of teachers who risked their lives to save their students and in the end, some/all[im not too sure] they died.
ahhhh.... oh my.
and there's another woman who had to cut off her leg so as to free herself frm being trapped.
there's another guy who survived after 129hours!!! survivor!!
got people even drink urine to survive. =(
there are really alot of touching stories and there are so many people who are willing to sacrifice theirs to save others.
maybe THAT's LOVE and care.
i feel so sorry for those whose family died and those who died.
i'll hope there are more survivors and those who have survived, live on.
and i salute those who volunteered themselves to help.
they are still continuing their search and not giving up.
there are alot of stars who donated over ten thousands each.
this earthquake took away alot of lives and we really saw there're still alot of people who care and who are willing to help.
our world is still full of love.
i also read this part in the newspapers that there are alot of students who really love and care for their family more and some even dont want to part with their family now.
the impacts are there. really.
and im in singapore and i feel it.

i hope all angels will come and help them...
the mayday song.








CANNOTs
1. go out to shop or play with friends.
2. on the computer and TV before studying.

i think i shld have some restrictions for myself.
and i dont want to make empty promises anymore.

please dont force me. make me feel super bad.
i feel irritated sometimes and im sorry about that.
i dont feel like talking.









hey.
my little brother is super naughty and active.
he loves the kitchen and biting people's leg. i wonder why.
oh yupps. anyway...today is thursday.
i still havent finish studying one chapter of my geography. =X
alright. tmr is friday. rest day. =)
i love cookie!!! =D




three months ago, it's valentines' day.
three months ago, im still in 1t06.
three months ago, u are with her.
three months later, it's a wednesday.
three months later, im in 1t33.
three months later, u are still with her.

alright. im gg to study till eleven thirty pm today. thats a promise to myself.
loves. tmr going to go home at three pm.
cookie is super naughty!!!




ystd i slept at nine pm so i didnt blog.





HELLO beloveds.









hello people.
alright. ystd had the mothers' day dinner.
and my elder sis decided to have this family photo in the lift.
and so surprisingly, my beloved dad agreed. =)
so we took two pictures la. loves.
alright. den my mum drove us to LONG BEACH restaurant east coast.
it was renovated.
and is like, damn class now but too cramp.
the lightings are bright but my dad says the feeling of the crowd is gone.
and the bad thing is that the waitress spilled the soy sauce on my skirt la.
my elder sis was more angry than me.
luckily, i didnt wear my S$49.90 dress that i initially wanted to but cos i think i really nd to lose some fats first before others see it. =X
at first, i was rather angry too cos is like, the waitress didnt wait for me to move aside then she rushed to put the plate of soy sauce on the table.
so rude.
but after that, i think that it is okay la. she didnt mean it anyway.
and maybe my reaction is somehow too slow. =X
okay. then, my cousins, my sisters and i presented the flowers to the mothers in our family.
they were surprised. my mother was wondering why she didnt see the flowers at home since im the one who bought it. im just too clever to hide it in muy golden bag before she even sees it. =D
and also, i think they were very delighted cos it's really a surprise. we nv do anything like that in the past. thanks to my clever idea, the cooperation frm my cousins and sisters and help frm my elder sis. we had quite good food la. haha.

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the photos show it all. =)
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family

the star.

qianyi and winnie

cousins. loves.

smile smile.

funny faces.

lobster.

she's kissing it.

ice.

MINE.

dessert.

lovely mothers.

alright. so that's about ystd night. let's tok about today. this morning, i woke up late. =X so i met alicia at a later time at bishan library. we had fun looking at a particular blog. ah ha, alicia. haha. okay. im supposed to do my GPP with my grpmates. alright. chang yi came after that. eric sprained his ankle so he cannot come. we didnt have any tables and chairs to sit on in the library so we went to MOS BURGER to do our work instead. we edited the gpp. vera came to find us with her friend after her tuition and passed me her infos and left for her lunch at pastamania. debbie came after her shooting. i feel quite bad cos i had her infos and i nd to leave to meet mark and clique at that time. alicia and i went to the toilet and alicia is so funny. she left her handphone in the toilet but she got it back after that. in a rush yeah. haha. okay. den i went off to take the train. mark hopped on to the train at orchard and we went to sentosa to find the rest. we walked for a distance and finally, we saw junyang,xinyun,jiajie,yuning and lingling. steph and kelmen went off even before we reached. aww. they bought a ball to play with. we played a few ball games including the modified version of captain's ball. den we were tired and took a rest near the sea. after gossiping and chit chatting, we went to the villa to find hilda. wah piang. it's super big la. we were like exclaiming when we were going inside. we went to swim. i hope ling ling learnt some swimming skills alrdy. =X haha. we swam for quite a while then hilda's uncle came followed by cousins and uncles. we felt so paiseh so we went to bathe. ling and mark had a great time!!! i was the first to bathe. and the guys bathed finish way long before the four of girls were all ready. omg. we seriously love hilda la. THANK YOU for bringing us there!!! and guess who we met there? scroll down u'll know.

ice-blended mocha.it's been a while since i last drank it.

4 in 1

she's occupying it.

good pose but we all know.

the guys had their great time too.

YAYness.

JJ thinks he's a m.onk.

they enjoyed it!

uncle yudi!!!

okay, we left the villa at six plus pm after having SO much fun. thanks hilda. we love you. alright. den we took the monorail back to vivo. we went to a certain bookstore and jj and i bought a book for our mummy. shall take pics and post it on the blog tmr when i completed it.mark and junyang left after that for their dinner. okay, the rest of us went to ljs for our dinner while jj was writing his mummy book. haha. he so sweet la. opps. shall not ego-boosting him. he left for dinner at home after that and ling ling, xinyun and i continued shopping. DIVA. xinyun and i bought the same 'handband'. our friendship. ling ling bought two necklaces and three pair of earrings for her mum. she loves her mum too. we know that. sometimes, just dunno how to express. =D alright. and i got to keep THE BALL. thank you beloveds. i will train hard and do my best but no promises that i will get into team but i promise i will do my very best. ah. im so stressed. i dun wanna let you down. =( alright. i'll just do whatever i can. i went home after that, carrying my bag, laptop and the ball. bathed and everything. i shall start on my mummy book now. =D

clique gathering next week at amk library. mug mug mug.

these are LOVE. to me.

CJC 17 SMILE



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