Sunday ♥
tomorrow is the HOCKEY trial and SWIMMING trial.i going hockey trial tomorrow.dunno if wednesday still got swimming trial leh.i bet my dad will go 'crazy' today again. haha... oh no. =(poor mum too. =(i m happy for who i m now, for what i haf now, for who i haf now, for where i am now. =)after knowing his whereabouts, i feel more happy though i feel uncomfortable somehow.because i got to know n realized that actually, i dun really feel anything now.if he chose to dye his hair, not study hard, those r his choices. not mine.hope his journey in life will go smoothly. =)hope he can last with his current gf. =Xi will be happy without him.mark says i m happier now. maybe i m. now i cherish my family n friends more. thanks to him, i realized alot of things.he is jus a person who walked into n out of my life.i learnt alot. i really did. i still love him somehow. is no longer the love like last time.it's confusing.i'm starting to breathe hard these few days.hope i'll be fine n alrite. =)
♥JIAYAN's @ Sunday, January 13, 2008
