JIA YAN's

Reregalia's Collection 1

2008-12-16T10:59:00.001Z

http://reregalia.wordpress.com

=) hope you love this collection!!!

batam photos

2008-11-30T02:08:00.001Z

Batam Photos--->

http://ongjiayan.wordpress.com/

18 nov 2008

2008-11-18T14:32:00.002Z

MOVED to

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16 November 2008

2008-11-16T11:43:00.003Z

Hi.
I am feeling quite great today! i dont know why also.
HAHA.
oh well. went to eat chilli mee this morning at beach road then my family and neighbour went to the PUMA sales at macpherson. went off to work after a while and i walked quite a distance to potong pasir mrt station. There were a number of blackouts in the shop today. i also dont know why. yupps. quite busy today in the shop, serving drinks so time passed quite fast too. mummy came to drove me to grandma house at five pm. Grandma cooked chilli and pepper crabs. =) LOVE. oh well, is damn nice okay. =) oh. we brought cookie there too. he is so naughty okay! omg! he kept bullying the other three lovelies in my grandma house. but i can see my grandma loves him too. haha. HYPER ACTIVE!!! =) thats all.
There's friendly match and class bbq tmr. =)

My handsome cookie.

He couldnt stop moving around. Grandma and cookie.

15 November 2008

2008-11-15T13:06:00.005Z

HEY HEY.can upload photos already! haha.
so im the dumb one actually =) very hard to explain anyway. my phone has no problems. I asked the person why it is so lagged and he said there is no choice. =(
time passed very fast today too. ended work at six pm cos waiting for mummy and sister to accompany me go vivocity. Vivo was so crowded. omg. i cant believe it. my head seemed to be spinning... oh. and the three of us went to the pet shop. so cute lah! mummy saw this chihuahua. she is damn small and she cost S$1600. she was super duper ACTIVE and she reminds us of......OUR DEAREST COOKIE! haha.... i can see mummy loves the chihuahua. haha. and imagine what will happen if chihuahua and cookie are to live under the same roof. haha. CHAOS.
thats all. work tmr again. and i got the wrong date. grandma coming back only on wednesday!
some photos okay!!! =) just random ones.

o
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14 November 2008

2008-11-14T10:31:00.002Z

Hey dears!
I WANT TO UPLOAD PHOTOS but i cant cos phone faced some problems. i think i'll go vivocity tmr after work to send it for service. hmmm.
As usual, i went to work today.
i was walking (or even dragging myself) to aunt's coffee shop then i heard a car honking.
i was listening to my mp3 and i still can hear. haha. bravo.
oh okay. It's my uncle. haha. he just left the shop and im almost reaching.
so yupps. luckily, i wasnt very late for work. eleven plus am. still acceptable.
time passed quite fast today. Maybe cos i was studying abit of chemistry there.
Then i went home at five fifteen pm? i've been knocking off super early. haha. im so bored there. and yes, although they will talk to me, but they still busy with their own work. so im just there, stoning, smiling to the tv cos of the stupid and funny entertainment show.
so i opened my letterbox when i reached home. NOTHING again.
oh dear. but i wasnt panicking like the other time.
i went home and saw the two big packets on my table!
MY TOP AND my sister's jacket HAVE ARRIVED!!!
wheee hoo. haha. so happy okay. den i just opened the two envelopes cos i was wondering why got two and one is super thick. i opened the first and saw my black top (i've been buying so many BLACK clothes). i opened the other one and saw my siste's jacket. so it's her jacket that is thick.
and i passed it to my sister and she asked me why i opened hers. i lied to her that i didnt know which envelope was hers. she assumed that i opened the thicker one first. HAHA. BUT I DIDNT. i opened mine den i opened hers. she didnt know. oh well.

right. im doing hair mask now, with a big towel wrapping my head. i think it's time to wash my hair now. yupps. working tmr again cos grandma hasnt come back. i'll go try on my top after washing my hair. BYEEEEEE

13 November 2008

2008-11-13T14:37:00.002Z

Oh dear. i only like boys okay, steph and germaine!!! =)

anyway...
today i was so irritated.
firstly, the ocip fund raising was screwed up. the pile of newspapers of my height can only fetch half of its 'normal price' without the financial crisis. so it's about eleven bucks.
i dont really think it is worth it cos there's still petrol charges and everything, just for eleven bucks. and we've no truck yet. so im like, argh. and there're still people who never reply me!!!
i really hate it.

next, msged clique to say meeting tmr. but not all replied and then, i cannot decide again. which pisses me off more.

went to work and phone low battery so unable to contact anyone! =X

went home and my head is like spinning.
so i went to sleep a while.
tmr there's work again.

11 November 2008

2008-11-11T14:03:00.004Z

11 November 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
MY GODFATHER & HILDA!!!

Hilda's present: Bag and small cake
Godfather's present: 3boxers, slice of cake, mickey mouse balloon and a teddy bear card

oH lovelies.
this morning, netball girls went to bishan park secondary to play with them.
i got to play two games. but yupps, i keep stepping.
argh. nv thought that i would have that prob so often.
it pissed me off but i'll try to get rid of it ASAP.
okay. den... took three buses to aunt's shop at kovan.
i was SO sweaty!!! omg...
anyway, i was too hungry that i just ordered food when i reached.
oh well. slacked there for so long... and finally, it's FIVE PM.
and my sister and i decided to knock off. WHEEE...
and we did. i just gave a call to my aunt and go.
den my sister and i went to shop around for my godfather's present. abit too rush but still, got to buy quite a number of things.
went home and mummy decided to go overseas. YAHOOO...
im so excited. whole family go again!!! YES YES!! LALALALLALA
went to grandma house to pass my godfather the present. he wasnt home...
talked a while to my grandparents...then left.
the feeling abit sucky. they didnt treat my dad super well but is like, a vice versa thing?
it is so complicated and the thought of them being bias, i really feel damn sad for my dad.
argh. let's not talk about it.

12 November 2008

Today i went to work again. i planned to do some homework but in the end, nothing la.
i just stone there, watch tv, listen to songs then sing.
i bought another dress anyway. i really love it.
so money fly away again.
and all the dresses are black!!! omg!!! i didnt mean it... but it's just that.
nothing much to blog today. it kept raining...
tmr will have netball training in CCAB @ eight am. Then, i'll have to rush to work again. my grandma went to thailand and china for 8 days so i've to go to work.
yupps yupps. thats about it.
OH YAH. im going overseas!!! =) =) =) to genting SOON.

6 NOvember 2008

2008-11-06T10:32:00.002Z

HELLO BELOVEDS!
tell u what, I'VE JUST RECEIVED MY DRESS!!!
im so worried just now that i went to sleep to get rid of that yucky feeling.
when i woke up, i had an instinct that i shld go down to the letterbox and check.
YAY YAY.
i was SO delighted when i saw this brown envelope with MY BIG NAME ON IT!!!
okay, im waiting for Hotmail to LOAD FINISH. so slow...
so that i can email the girla again and say i've received it.
it's pretty. on me too okay!
oh well. i can happily go online shopping again... wheeehoooo... =) =) =)
LOVE the POSTMAN!!

going to school tmr, and there goes my $30 again as im unable to go to work.
oh well, but i so happy now okay...
HAHA... LALALA~~

6 November 2008

2008-11-06T08:08:00.001Z

OH MY!!! im damn SIAN now cos my dress hasnt arrived yet but debbie's arrived this morning!
im DAMN sad!!! =( =( =(
i just hope it'll arrive tmr. Please Please... dont be lost in the other mails...
AWWWWWWWWWWWW.

this morning had training. i survived okay.
fitness level really dropped. omg.

came back home, ate my lunch and bathed.
went to the clinic to have my medical checkup.
it's super EXpensive compared to my other friends'.
omg. i m still damn worried about my dress. =( =( =(

then, went to deposit Money. wanted to use the machines located outside the bank but then, there's something wrong with either the machine or my passbook.
so... i need to queue in the bank to deposit my money.
oh well. and u see, everyone's face in the bank is black.
everyone looks glum and gloomy.
cos have to wait damn long!!!
so i waited for nearly an hour to deposit less than fifty bucks okay.
but i still queued cos it's MY MONEY!

hmm. came home and opened the letterbox!
NOTHING!!!
NOTHING!!!
NOTHING INSIDE!!!

ARGH. IM STILL WORRIED AND SAD!!! =(
and blue is the colour to describe my feelings now...

4 november 2008

2008-11-04T09:47:00.001Z

NETBALL TRAINING TMR AT RIVER VALLEY SECONDARY!
THREE PM.
i hope tmr will be fine and that i'll be happy!

2nd november 2008

2008-11-02T07:24:00.004Z

hello beloveds. it's raining now..

i've been blogging quite alot these few days.
oh well. simply because i've so much time.
since today is sunday(family day), i cant go work.
just now went to my uncle's new shop at thomson!!
feel free to go eat the teochew porridge there okay!
it's called teo sing. (if im not wrong)
just opened yesterday! =)
went to orchard takashimaya after that to shop for my uncle's (another uncle) birthday present.
bought a Zara basic polo at S$39.90.
can u believe that it is like the first time in so many years of his life that he gets to celebrate his birthday? his wife doesnt even care. his two sons, one is mentally disabled and another also dont care about him. so poor thing.
so yupps, we have decided to celebrate for him this year.
that day during my cousin's wedding, i asked him when's his birthday.
guess what!
he told me it's in January!!!
he forgot his birthday!! it's on november!!!
hais. so sad!!! but it's okay, he'll feel loved on tuesday.
oh! my aunt and mum also buying a wallet and cake for him!
im going to fossil tmr to choose one for him! =) IM SO NICE!
haha...
oh. im also going to buy my godfather's present.
he has the same birthday as hilda!
im thinking of buying a zara undergarment for him! sexy huh.
im still deciding... haha.
oh, and im back home now.
going to help out in uncle's shop later and... i meeting my cousins later there!!
haha. YES YES! =)

it's been long since u'll saw COOKIE right!!!

he cant stop and sit quietly for me to take some nice photos of him.

so well, just two photos.

i dont know what happen to this photo.

he is really very cute!

he will do high-TEN with u instead of high-5.

pro huh. =)

but he is still him... i mean, he still loves to bite, bite and bite.

THATS ALL.

im thinking of buying another top again =X

LOVE JIAYAN

2/11/2008

2008-11-01T16:52:00.003Z

LETTERBOX is LOVE now!!!
cos all my dresses will be in them when they arrive.
and i bought another dress again today.
so now, im waiting for two dresses to arrive.
yes yes!
FINALLY IM FILLING MY CLOSET WITH WONDERFUL DRESSES!
i mean, new clothes =)

oh. i shall give u all the links that i bought my dresses from!
1. 68roses.livejournal.com
2. galsstreet.com
3. vanitystyle.livejournal.com
4. hollyhoque.livejournal.com

1 november 2008

2008-11-01T11:00:00.003Z

hello lovelies!
just came back frm work and ate my dinner already...
wore my new dress to work.
okay la. fits me. haha. i dun think i look really FAt though.
slept at two am this morning.
nearly couldnt get out of my bed.
anyway, mummy helped me to transfer S$25 bucks to vanitystyle for my dress.
haha. i wanted to use ibanking but i scared will have errors.
so yupps, thanks to mummy.
so now i've bought THREE dresses online.
therefore, i should work on more days so that i can afford more clothes.

next week got netball friendlies.
omg omg. im so scared.
i will be there to support only kaes... HAHA.
not much confidence though.

i should really start to study alrdy.
thats all.
shld be shopping tmr, hopefully.

31 october 2008

2008-10-31T05:53:00.006Z

hellooo...
OP ended this morning.
THANK YOU my grpmates for all these while...
my question was hard lahhh...
it goes like this: what are the appropriate conditions that u must take note when holding the amazing race inside cineleisure?
OMG. damn hard lah.
i shall not tell u my answer. later u all laugh.
i saw another dress in another online spree~!
waiting for my mum's approval and the person's reply.
=)
change in plans for tmr again.
going to aunt's shop to work. =)

tonight's meet-up is cancelled. and dont u think we r drifting apart? =(

30/10/2008

2008-10-30T12:46:00.002Z

OP gotta end tmr!!!
yay yay
i'll do my very best okay!!!
thats a promise!!!
heard that there will be moderation for chemistry, mathematics and geography =) =)
may more be able to promote kaes!

and im still waiting for my second dress!!!
shld arrive tmr.

after tmr, it'll all be work and study and meet-ups and shopping.
oh well, hasnt it been like that all the while???

29 0ctober 2008

2008-10-29T12:02:00.004Z

HELLO there!!!
i've got my dress already!
today i went to my aunt's shop to work, wanted to open the letterbox before i go for work but i dont have the key.
so yupps.
went to work and did my cards for Ms Peh and Mr Chan.
i show u all my art pieces okay..

.

i did these and i dirtied my S$60 plus esprit top leh...
so sad lah. hope can be cleaned after washing...

went home after work at about 5.30pm.
after bathing and eating my dinner, i went down to open the letterbox!!!
and i saw this brown package with my name on it!!!
i was super happy lah.
the dress is lovely and it is lovely on me too!!
haha.. wheee...
so happy. waiting for my next dress to arrive.

thats all. going to school tmr.
gotta take two boards and one cake!!!
it's a secret flavour!! lalala~

OH BTW. if u're intending to contact me, pls call my hs or my mum's phone.
cos my charger is at my cousin's place and i havent go retrieve it frm her yet.
sorry sorry.

our organisation

2008-10-28T15:12:00.003Z

yuheng ; glory-of-darkness.blogspot. says:
our society is set up to fight bad foxes out there who flirt with innocent young men.

yuheng ; glory-of-darkness.blogspot. says:we, the members of fighting fox society, pledge that we will zhan yao chu mo. return peace to our motherland. get rid of the evi and bring peace to our wonderland.

Echinodermata says:
swear that we will free the curse on our frens

yuheng ; glory-of-darkness.blogspot. says:
very hard leh how to free

hilda says:must say its a secret org

hilda says:oh yeah

yuheng ; glory-of-darkness.blogspot. says:
our target so powerful

yuheng ; glory-of-darkness.blogspot. says:
hilda can have hill power. create hills and put the fox beneath. jiayan can use the strengths of noble books the wisdom to brainwash the demon fox..

yuheng ; glory-of-darkness.blogspot. says:i can lame jokes to make the demon cold until she freeze. okay raymond can have the lemon juice

JIA YAN says:
HAHAHHAHAHHAAA

hilda says:
yuheng can be transformer la.. can transform into a fox too and snatch business from her!!!

anyway, we're called RYHJ.

2008-10-28T11:18:00.002Z

hello peeps. =)
just went for a run at five pm.
i nearly fainted and vomited. haha.
too long never run alrdy le. so that twenty minutes run is killer.
but i survived!!! =D
oh well. met jia nee at boon keng bus-stop to pass her the black shoes.
brought cookie along.
he super naughty okay.
got people say he cute and got people scared of him!! omg.
haha... jia nee says he is nicer now.
i still think he is cuter when he is young eh... haha.
thats all.
tmr i going to work work work!!!

im waiting for my dresses to arrive!!!

miss me.

28 oct 2008

2008-10-28T01:05:00.000Z

I'm still not out of it.
not totally.

27 october 2008

2008-10-27T11:04:00.002Z

oh. today is the 27th.
what a wonderful day it is.
hmm. oh well.
i bought two dresses online and im waiting for one to arrive and another to confirm with me if it is available again.
mum paid for my blue dress. i didnt want her to pay okay but she insisted and returned the money to me.
oh well.
i think im starting over again.
i've decided to buy new clothes and mascara!!!

A LIST OF WHAT I'VE DONE so far...
1. got a haircut
2. hair treatment
3. bought 2 dresses online
-one blue
-one black
4. bought lip conditioner
5. bought hair mask

okay. now i should get myself more clothes and try to slim down abit.
these few days keep raining den cannot go run.
shit shit.
i shall wake up tmr morning to go run before going to school for pw.

thats all.
love.

every girl is pretty...

26 october 2008

2008-10-26T12:40:00.008Z

WAH SIAO.
im quite pissed lor.
i wont regret okay cos i saw his true colours ystd night.
his nice at first but abit too bad after whatever i've said.
i really wont regret.
i mean, i really dun feel anything else except just abit xi guan to msg him.
im surprised about how i feel too.
wow.
and i didnt want to drag and not tell him the truth
so i told him. hmm.
when he said i no nd to say sry and just dont regret that time, i thought i made a wrong mistake.
but this morning when i woke up, i realized that i made the right choice.
maybe im bad somehow la. but i really just want to tell him the truth la huh.
im sorry though for making you waste so many msgs and everything.
u're just too confident.

-------------------------------
Hello lovelies.
this morning went for PW meet-up.
then went to aunt's shop at kovan.
grandma was there, working.
it's been a while since i went there.
waited for mummy and daddy to come and pick us up to aunt's prawn mee shop at china square.
we went there to celebrate Moon's birthday!
thats all.
some pictures.
in random positions.

...

24 october 2008

2008-10-24T09:26:00.007Z

ONG JIA YAN

ONG JIA YAN

ONG JIA YAN

ONG JIA YAN

ONG JIA YAN

ONG JIA YAN

ONG JIA YAN

ONG JIA YAN

TODAY IS GRADUATION DAY FOR J1s!!!

and our teachers gave us a piece of paper for us to write a letter to OURSELVES!
kind of weird. but yah, that is it.

and i've came up with a few aims for next yr:

1. to dress nicer!!!

2. Do well in studies

3. Maintain or build better relationships with my dearest family and friends

and finally... I'VE DID WELL WITHOUT HIM! =)

hmmm. and i can survive.

class outing after that. 17 people went...or maybe 19... haha. cannot rmb.

went to watch high school musical 3. wasnt as nice as i thought it would be.

more than half of the class okay...

some pictures to view...

and i love them all....

23/10/2008

2008-10-23T10:53:00.002Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALICIA!!!
have a wonderful day, lovely...

tmr is graduation day for J1s.
im so excited for it.
i wonder what our teachers and principals are going to say.
anyway... i promise i'll post up at least one photo okay.
haha.
i went to town today with friends.
Yuheng called me a DUCK!! he says i look like one!!
argh! =(
den now raymond says im duck too!! =(
im going to think of names for them too!!!! =)

21/10/2009

2008-10-21T13:41:00.002Z

Hello lovelies!
i cut my hair already!!!
so much shorter but still shoulder length la huh. =)

anyway, i m promoted to JC2!!!
im happy but i hope all my other friends who couldnt make it will be able to take S papers okay.
dont worry. =)

My results are rather shocking okay!!!
is like ALL Bs except GP.

Mathematics- B
Econs- B [so i didnt let myself down after doing so many essays and also, i thank ms lioe for marking all my essays!]
Chemistry- B [omg. im so happy cos i finally got a B after failing so many tests! and of cos, i completed all the promo papers and exercises given =)]
H1 Geography- B
GP - D [barely made it. it's 50, overall]

so my mum asked me what i want to reward me for promoting.
im so kind and nice to reject it...cos...
she paid for my hair treatment ystd!!! =)

alright. Thank you everyone who has helped me to solve any of my questions before my exams!!!

18 October 2008

2008-10-18T04:30:00.007Z

LADIES' NIGHT.
the photos are in random positions.
=)
i love singing and i love them sing. =)

guess what happened. haha.

my elder sister didnt go anyway. =)

14/10/2008

2008-10-14T05:11:00.003Z

hello there.
im not blogging daily cos i dont have internet connection at home now.
ironic?
in today's society, very few families do not have internet connection at home.
and im proud that im one of the FEW families.
oh well.
still deciding and discussing with my cousins and sister if they would like to go night safari this friday for the HALLOWEEN experience.
but it's so expensive. S$50!!!
oh i forgot to talk about my batam trip. it was rather fun. we got to eat seafood but still, a number of comments i would like to make, but not here yeah. =)
hmm.
nothing much actually. i havent got back my results but i seriously pray hard that i can promote la. i mean, i REALLY hope hope hope.
next week getting back results!
good luck to me and my friends and everyone else!!! =)

thats all. nothing much.

oh yah. something i want to say: thank you for viewing, if it's you and not anyone else, using ur account. but i think im seriously alright but i still dont want you to appear again in my life. have a lasting relationship.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERMAINE LEE!!!

10 september 2008

2008-10-10T11:07:00.001Z

exams are over long ago.
oh well.
no internet connection but i found my way here somehow.
smart eh.
i just hope that i can pass and promote to JC2.
tmr going BATAM.
thats all. =)

30 september 2008

2008-09-30T05:57:00.002Z

So i am halfway through my examinations
and i got a shock of my life just now.
but i dont really want to say much about it now.
so yupps. gotta mug for my exams now.
PROMOTE PROMOTE ONG JIA YAN!!!
I CAN DO IT!!!
GO GO JIAYOU!!!

18 september 2008

2008-09-18T08:47:00.002Z

HAPPY VERY EARLY BIRTHDAY to VANESSA!

cos i dont think i'll be online on ur birthday. =)

16 september 2008

2008-09-16T13:40:00.004Z

i no longer want to be the 'spare tyre' in your life, im a human being.
many would have different opinions, looking at this issue.
but i've tried damn hard, i promise and is like, everytime i m alright already, you gave me the 'signal' to think twice again.
and come to think of that, im affected by whatever u've done.
and i shall not be so anymore
cos u're no longer important in my life.

it's just come and go.
just like hi and bye.

6 September 2008

2008-09-06T14:26:00.001Z

and i think im back to my old-self.
a break frm almost everything.

1 september 2008

2008-09-01T04:21:00.003Z

sorry lovelies. i m unable to upload alot of pictures cos my phone encountered some problems which i dont think i know what they are.
soon soon soon okay. i'll try to find a way.

this one week holiday is not even a holiday okay.
or maybe it's counted a holiday since i can sleep late and wake up late in the morning.
there's remedials like, almost everyday?

hmm. i want to go SHOPPING.

All the songs in my blog relate to how i feel.

and how much do u know?

mum kept asking me not to be stress and not keep studying.
WOW. surprising? doing homework and studying are the things that will keep me from thinking. so how can i not study?

time will not heal.
i cant forget.
it just becomes blur.

30 August 2008

2008-08-30T00:36:00.002Z

'stay calm, stay neutral.' i keep telling myself.

the last day of august 2008.
so i've come so far and yet feels so near.

28 August 2008

2008-08-28T12:53:00.002Z

friends might not understand why and how im feeling this way.
but i just cant help it.
it's not i cant face it but i dont want to.
i dont want to have any chances of feeling negatively.
nobody will know exactly how i feel cos it's hard.
it's hard, thats why i dont expect anyone to understand fully too.
it's just me and i control how i feel and i know exactly what i want to do.
it's over and i knew it long long time ago.
it just takes time yeah.
and im not back to square one, so friends, No worries =)
thanks for all of ur concern!!! =)
im too into my studies now so i dont have alot of time to think of other stuffs.
it's just the memories and i've to live with them cos they're not leaving me.

24 August 2008

2008-08-24T07:20:00.002Z

i wanted to upload cookie's pictures today but it seems like my phone got some problems.
so i'll upload them when i have time again.
oh well, cookie slept in our room yesterday night.
so cute lah. the whole night until morning when my dad came into our room. =)
Cookie is so cute.
and i think he thinks his name is "good boy" instead of "cookie".
haha. he responds to me when i call him good boy but he responds to my mum when my mum called him "cookie".
so does he really know what he is called? i wonder.
oh. and my cousin gave him a shirt and he really wears it.
he wasnt uncomfortable and he slept with it the whole night and this morning.
we brought him to the market in the morning and we got comments from people that he is cute.
oh well, maybe it is cos he was wearing that colourful shirt. =)
haha. oh yah.
i bought a hello kitty pencil lead and hello kitty eraser and a marie pencil case and a bear pen.
it's damn cute. =)
thats all.
gotta go do my work now.
im doing my revision at a slow and constant pace and i hope i'll be able to complete revision with all the tests every week.

love.

22 august 2008

2008-08-22T14:43:00.003Z

im so scared now!
im scared of promos and i totally cannot do any questions for organic chemistry!
shit!!!
argh. and still got econs project to do!
why the teacher still take up OUR precious time to do this type of project.
dont know what they thinking.
gotta go rush our my project part.

thank you teachers and my friends for giving me a chance to take up the role.
i'll do my best. =)

20 august 2008

2008-08-20T09:40:00.002Z

sometimes i think it's best to remain neutral.

that scene keep appearing in my mind and it's scary.
im scared.
really scared.

18 August 2008

2008-08-18T08:53:00.002Z

面对生离死别，我是否够勇敢？

16 August 2008

2008-08-16T07:00:00.003Z

人生短短几十年，是应该好好珍惜的。
我需要经过那么多才慢慢地了解到我真的不应该埋怨什么，真的。
对很多事情，我的确很不满但是我学会了一笑而过。
很多事情，说说就算了吧。

第三次面对这样的事情，或许我已经不害怕了。
站在那，心还是会不停地跳
看到那根本不像照片里的她，我不禁想到：人老了，美丽外表真根本算不上什么。
一个人可以很美很美但是，老了，还不就是那个样子。
看着她，看到长辈们都哭红了眼，
心，酸了。
这是大家都预料到的事情，但我们都希望会有奇迹。
可是，这次，已经没有奇迹了。
我们真的要让她走。

希望您还好，记得我和您打过mahjong，那是几年前的事了吧。
谢谢您帮忙带大我的爸爸。
谢谢您使我来到这世界。
谢谢您让我领悟到了许多。
谢谢您让我成为别人羡慕的对象因为我能见到您，和您相处。

希望您走好。
我不会忘记您。
您会活在我们的心里。

15 August 2008

2008-08-15T15:48:00.001Z

Thank You.

13 August 2008

2008-08-13T10:47:00.004Z

define the word RIGHT for me.

and i feel that everyday seems unreal to me.
am i making the right choice?
doing the right thing?

and who wouldnt wish they were those girls?
so do i.

12 August 2008

2008-08-12T13:12:00.001Z

it's hard to find that feeling back again

2008-08-10T09:07:00.002Z

im sorry lovely, for neglecting u and not being as close as we used to be?
you're really nice.
sry i cant be there for u everytime.
thanks for being so understanding.
our friendship can go further, yah?
thanks for being so nice to me.
and i really feel bad!
anyway, really thank you.

some things i just cant spell out.

ten august 2008

2008-08-10T08:30:00.008Z

trip to malaysia

fireflies are nice. they light up the dark forest.

the trees became CHRISTMAS TREES!

one got stuck in my hair. haha.

time to cut my hair. =)

soon.

and we shall end of with this...

8 August 2008

2008-08-08T08:30:00.004Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!!
i love you so much!!!

Hello LOVELIES!!!
today is my dearest mother's birthday.
went home after school.
bathed, collected the roses and headed to my aunt's prawn mee shop.
we surprised mum with the flowers and of cos, the appearances of her two beloved daughters.
oh well, maybe she's surprised?
but she didnt cry.
we waited for her to knock off from work.
my little cousins are damn sweet.
haha. they bought presents for my mum.
Moon went to stick the inside of the card on a piece of cardboard then, cannot see the nice nice cover of the card. haha.
she wants ppl to see her handwritings instead! so cute la!
my aunt very nice to my mum also. =)
oh well, my sisters and i bought a SK diamond necklace for mother too.
she so shocked la. cos she didnt expect us to buy so expensive one.
my sis's boyfriend bought my mother a cd.
hmm. thats all.
tonight going to have dinner. havent decide the place yet.
i wont be in Singapore tmr.
so, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!! an advanced wish okay. =)
love you so much, my country. =)
im a good citizen. haha.

i'll blog more photos when im back okay.

havent you learnt your lesson?

this song in my blog is nice. must listen. and i love chinese songs.

do you remember how much i love flowers?

fifth of august 2008

2008-08-05T06:37:00.003Z

IM IN SCHOOL NOW!!!
haha. oh well. now is the two hours break. self-study and chinese.
im wasting my precious time but i've got no choice.
the school is obviously not as comfortable as my cosy home.
ahhh. later got netball training!
im so damn scared. i hope i wont get scoldings.
i pray i'll be fine after training.
i hope that i'll be happy after training.
i hope i'll improve and learn new things after training.
so stressed. oh dear.
hmm.
alrighty. that day xinyi was saying that she wanted to asked me about him until she went to read my 3rd august 2008 post. haha.
hmm. thats the most emo post after so many months, yea.
and i certainly agree.
yupps. and im ALMOST reaching the finishing line. almost.
a few more months and POOF!!! everything will be fine.
oh well, need to study alrdy. i've been sleeping for long hours!

buck up, OJY! =)

happy birthday zhi lei!

THANK YOU ALICIA FOR UR PRESENT!!!
THANK YOU YUHENG FOR THE COOKIES!

3rd AUGUST 2008

2008-08-03T03:21:00.002Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONG JIA YAN!!!
finally, this day came.
hmm. thanks to those who wished me and helped me to celebrate this special day of mine.

last year i had a birthday celebration.
this year, i had FOUR celebrations!
so, i won this 'battle' right?
i was afraid to face this day a few weeks ago.
i still dont blame you for leaving me though it really hurts.
i understand that it's just that we are not meant to be.
i dont have the same type of feathers that u have.
the love that we shared in the past, i can no longer find it anywhere else.
i dont know whats the feeling of loving someone anymore.
the definition of love that i usually defined, what is it?
i dont need u to be back cos i know u are happy now.
you were once a part of my life but not now.
so yupps, have fun with your life.
and im leaving u in a faraway 'land' in me.
thank you for your love and i hope i never see u again.
just take good care of yourself and your family.

im seventeen but im still me.
i'll be back with photos tonight, hopefully.

thanks for reading.

2008-08-02T14:30:00.007Z

This morning, i was so surprised!
my grandmother came!!! oh my.
i love her alot!!! =)
and my mum bought a birthday cake for me so that i can celebrate with my grandma!
=) very happy eh.
im growing fat! so many cakes. haha.
THANK YOU GRANDMA FOR UR HONGBAO!!!
THANK YOU NEIGHBOUR FOR THE PRESENT!!!
THANK YOU MY SISTERS FOR THE PRESENT!!!
THANK YOU TERRY FOR THE NECKLACE!!!
here u go...

I LOVE MY GRANDMA and my MOTHER!!!

went to meet xinyi today at esplanade library.
but no space so we went to shop.
then the rest of the daredevils came!!!
i was shocked lah. i saw these three girls walking over! so familiar!!
we went to HANS to have dinner.
photos.

they came also. THANK YOU.

DAREDEVILS

THANK YOU DAREDEVILS AND YONGJIE FOR THE PRESENT AND CAKE!!!

THANK YOU DAREDEVILS FOR PLANNING AND EATING WITH ME AND MAKING THE CARD FOR ME!!!

THANK YOU XINYI FOR SHOPPING WITH ME AND I STILL LOVE GREEN, NEVER CHANGED. THATS WHY U'RE STILL MY VERY VERY BEST FRIEND!!! =)

THANK YOU CLARISSA FOR EVERYTHING. MISS YOU. IM PRETTY TOO HOR!

THANK YOU GERMAINE FOR ALL THE FUN SHOTS!!! AND SPEND SOME TIME WITH ME!!!

THANK YOU MINGLI AND I MISS YOU TOO! HOR FUN!!! SNAP FOUR!!!

THANK YOU DAREDEVILS AND EVERYONE WHO CAME.

THANK YOU DAREDEVILS!!!

I LOVE YOU GIRLS ALOT!!!

i learnt a new sentence today: BIRDS OF THE SAME FEATHERS FLOCK TOGETHER.

taught my fwah mingli.

MY BIRTHDAY IN ONE HOUR'S TIME.

2nd august 2008

2008-08-02T01:37:00.002Z

hello there.
some words to say.

For XinYun:
really thank you for everything.
im so sorry. really. if i ever made u feel bad.
oh well, but i know u still love me alot.
hmm. anyway, really sry. u're always the first or second to know my stuffs COS mark will also be the first or second. haha.
thank you for ystd's ice cream cos im shocked to see a candle on it!!!
ask u to eat a bit, u dont want. ystd night complained! hmm! u wait for ur turn next yr again okay. haha. anyway, im really thankful to u for planning and everything.
had a hard time yah.
thanks for being there for me always.
u're harsh and thats why i love listening to u too cos u'll wake me up and make me think!!
and thats a good thing. so just be urself, be harsh to me when i deserve some scolding.
i dont mind though im scared.
u meant me well, i know. =)
just be urself, rmb.
THANK YOU.

For Jia Nee:
yo jia nee. thank you for everything. u r just the opposite of our miss hoo. and thats why i have both of u as my BEST FRIEND. haha.
oh well. thank u so much for being so gentle! all the time!
haha. i shld learn from u indeed. no temper one la.
oh well, but really thank u okay for planning with miss hoo as well.
omg. thanks for being there for me always too! =)
though u're in VJC, but u see, almost every week i'll call u lor! not as if u will call me!
haha!!! oh well, so although the three of us are so far apart, but we're TIGHT, just like what xinyun always says.
reading ur blog keeps me updated with ur life too so i will not be LAGGED.
sorry if u knew what happened the other day, but yah, u're also the love of MY life!
sorry sorry.
THANK YOU.

thank u lovelies. you two are also the love of my life.
thanks for being there for me. =)

FIRST august 2008

2008-08-01T14:53:00.012Z

hello people.

as usual, im updating birthday celebration photos.

obviously, now is my turn.

haha. oh well, had some unhappy issues ystd and today in school but yupps, everything is over.

i thank those who helped steph tan and i to celebrate and help me organize the celebration in canteen. =) you know who u are.

went home after netball training. i wasnt satisfied with my performance today cos i could do better and i should be doing better.

then, i was tired. went home straight and bathed and prepared myself for the dinner at orchard swensens. park hotel.

thank you xinyun for reaching FIRST. =) u're so loved by ME. seriously.

thank you mark jia nee for planning too and having such a thick skin.

thank you ling ling for laughing continuously[when u're beside jy].

thank you kelmen for initiating to sing the chinese birthday song.

thank you yuning for making the effort to come!!!!!!!!

thank you jia jie and sorry for spilling water on you TWICE.

thank you jun yang for being lame too.
thank you eric, hope u become a counsellor soon!

thank you hilda for not going out for a long time just to come for my celebration! so touched.

thank you stephanie wong for listening to my gossips and...sharing with us, yours!

thank you ALL for coming and those who couldnt make it!!

i love you all loads!!!

oh well, i know some of u cannot come out one BUT OMG, i tell you all, im so touched.

thank you thank you.

i got a SWENSENS icecream for my beloved clique!!! with a candle.

and an english birthday song and a chinese one too. =)

AND I SPOT A ENGLISH ERROR in the swensens' menu.

thank you people, and i really clearly forgot about everything in the past. haha.

xinyun and mark, the icecream was good! i got to eat it ALL up.

thank you zillions, people!!!

im glad i've you all around. =)

PHOTOS:

they are in random order.

ME AND MY ICE CREAM!

jj, here's ur photo.

and let's end of with a handshake.
dont be jealous.

and im leaving the past behind.

31 July 2008

2008-07-31T10:47:00.004Z

oh well people.
tmr is first august =)
hmm. so fast.
hmm.

just wanna tell my girlfriends this:
hello girls. im sorry that i made you all feel that u all are not the first to know.
but seriously, hoo xinyun, i told u.
HAHA.
maybe i didnt spell my words clearly. =)
so sorry arh. dont angry okay.u know all my secrets. haha.
i still love u all alot more than any other friends of mine, girlfriends!
im not les anyway.

oh. thats all.=)
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING, girls.

i didnt know that a birthday girl to be should be buying her own birthday cake for others to celebrate for her. wow. thats so ironic.
i've put in the effort for people and im forgotten by people.
it's so embrassing writing my own name down also on the birthday msg.
im not happy. seriously.
thanks hilda for offering ur help.

30/7/2008

2008-07-30T11:16:00.001Z

can we press rewind?

27 July 2008

2008-07-27T12:45:00.004Z

26 July 2008

2008-07-26T02:34:00.002Z

a beautiful girl tonight.

25 July 2008

2008-07-25T12:34:00.002Z

THANK YOU for not giving up on me.
though part of my index nails are separated from the flesh and it is hurting, it's worth it.
i'll do my very best and be extra careful.
thank you thank you! thank you so much...

oh well. today is a quite good day.
i'll haf a wonderful weekend.
hmm. tmr got pw meet up in the morning in my house.
then, at night, i will be attending my neighbour's wedding.
and i'll be in my dress. =)
yay.
i've been waiting for this day!

Now, to me, studies, family, friends and netball are the most important.
thats all.

23 July 2008

2008-07-23T10:48:00.002Z

yesterday was a bad day for me. seriously.
hmm. though it made me want to work harder, i dont feel right.
pls dont ever lose faith in me... please....
i will do my very best and improve as much as i can in the shortest time.
i dont wish for more, just dont lose faith in me...
and how i wish i am better. i'll be right? i'll be.
and im working hard for it. trust me.

people come and go.
and it is really fate that we can be friends.
and it is really a blessing when we can be best friends.
the friendship is there and we all dont want to lose it.
sometimes, there's a nd to compromise with each other.
and thats when we really understand each other and willing to do so, to put down our pride and take a step back.

Now, things just dont go smoothly for me.
sorry for taking things granted in the past.
it's just a 'cycle' or maybe retribution.

and all i can do for myself is to encourage myself and push myself.

the question is: "am i happier ten years ago or now?"
the question is: "am i happier ten months ago or now?"
the question is: "am i happier ten weeks ago or now?"
the question is: "am i happier ten days ago or now?"
the question is"am i happier ten hours ago or now?"
the question is: "am i happier ten minutes ago or now?"
the question is: "am i happier ten seconds ago or now?"

and the question is...

20 July 2008

2008-07-20T11:19:00.003Z

this is the 201th post.
thats fast.
didnt go for clique study this morning cos i need to renew my plan before i nd to pay MORE.
i mean my mum nds to pay more.
and while i was renewing my contract, a new phone 'appeared' infront of me and i got it!!!
haha. my mum was saying that since i nd to renew my contract then i might as well get a phone too.
i was choosing b/w the samsung touch screen one and LG viewty.
i must admit that i wasnt updated with all the latest models of phones. =X
my younger sister knows more than me!!! omg!
and well, maybe if u ask me about books, i might a know?
haha. or maybe hot gossips? i think i can tell u a few.
oh. so i got the VIEWTY. no more pink colour so i got black.
quite cool. it's touch-screen too. and i spent about two hours keying in all my important contacts. omg. oh well.
and i was reading through the organic chemistry notes and i catch no ball.
as in i dont understand EVERYTHING. i understand A LITTLE.
haha. hmm.
this weekend was a fruitful one for me. i got an ELMO purse and a new phone.
great, i finally got a new phone and the past is the past. =)
and thats all.

btw, the phone is my bday present from my mother. i think i'll return her half the money.
nd to draw money with colour pencils!!!

19 July 2008

2008-07-19T03:10:00.003Z

hello.
yesterday had netball training at 4.30pm. it was pushed forward and not everyone knew.
but it's okay.
we jogged for two rounds. four interval rounds. intervals mean jog and sprint.
oh well, ended training at 7pm and mum picked me up to grandma's place.
i went to have my wondeful and delicious dinner prepared by grandma. haha.
my little cousins were watching POKEMON.
oh dear. they bought four sets of POKEMON show. WOW.
haha. i went to sleep after the jiggly puff sang in the show.
went home at eleven pm.
thats all for ystd.

TODAY i went for PTM.
oh well, mr desmond chan and ms peh talked to my mum for less than ten mins.
wah. erm, they said im hardworking and my mother agreed with them. THATS SO NICE.
haha
star star star.
went to market to have breakfast&lunch. i bought an ELMO handphone pouch but well, im changing it to a purse that can put my ezlink card and my beloved money. haha.
oh well, thats all.

not gg out today alrdy. must mug. we still got about eight weeks to PROMOS.
i want to get promoted!!!=)

17 July 2008

2008-07-17T11:01:00.002Z

hello peeps.
i was pissed today cos i sat back my own place during chemistry lesson.
i dont see a point in changing seats.
i wanted to sit infront so i can concentrate in listening to the teacher but the teacher just shifted my seat.
i got a S, hello?
and im trying to help myself to do better and im dumped back to the same old place again. =(
tell me how can i not be angry?~!!
anyway, ended school early today at one pm.
went home to do my homework but in the end, i slept for two hours.
alright, i better finish up my PW.
tmr got netball training. after that, im going to grandma's house.
cookie is going too. whee.. loves.

16 July 2008

2008-07-16T06:50:00.003Z

the fear of walking down the stairs of the overhead bridge.

dont try to act as if u know alot about me, you dont.

14 july 2008

2008-07-14T13:22:00.000Z

IT'S NOT A FEW HUNDREDS.
am i supposed to be angry with you?

2008-07-12T16:29:00.002Z

#1.If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Shocked cos he's supposed to love me?

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
i dont know. will dreams come true? if yes, i want to get married. erm.. and get gd results for A levels and get into a university and be with my friends and family and... alot.

#3. What will your dream wedding be like?
Dream wedding? very hard eh. i dont know. i dont mind any form of wedding.

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
I am not very confused actually.

#5. What’s your ideal lover like?
Ideal. hmm. as long as he cares for me.

#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved by someone. obviously.

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Until my feelings for him is gone.

#8.If you love each other yet your can't get together?
doesnt make sense?

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
YES

#10. Who makes your day?
my family,friends,cookie and everyone who says nice things to me.

#11. Is being tagged fun?
Not that fun cos i nd to copy the questions!!! =X im lazy but i did!!!

#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
A rich lady and married.

#13. Who are currently the most important people to you?
FAMILY,GD FRIENDS,COOKIE.

#14. What kind of person do u think the person who tagged u is?
WONDERFUL.

#15. Would you rather be single&rich or Married&poor?
Married&poor, as long as the other half wouldnt mind.

#16. What is the first thing you do every morning?
open my eyes.

#17. Would you give all in a relationship?
Yes.

#18. What is one thing you wish to do most now?
SLEEP

#19. What type of friends do you like?
my GOOD FRIENDS type.

#20. What type of friends do u dislike?
THOSE.

thats all. im being tagged by HUANG XIN YI.
whoever can do this if u wan. =) tagged.

eric's & jowell's bday celebrations

2008-07-12T15:32:00.005Z

HELLO peeps.

went to NEW YORK NEW YORK to have lunch at kovan with mum. erm.

i didnt finish my meal, for the first time la.

as in, almost everything i eat, i'll eat them all up but not this?
i dont know why. maybe it doesnt suit my taste. =X

i worked in the afternoon at aunt's shop.

were u looking at me?

am i VERY NICE to look at? I know i am. =) thank you!!!
then after that went for clique gathering.

this time round, is celebrate jowell's and eric's birthdays!!!

WHEE. went to OLD MARKET to eat.
hmm, hoo xinyun, ng chun yang, hilda cheo, stephanie wong, chester werent here today.

so yupps, left with the nine of us. =)

but still, we had fun.

haha

and we wanted to spike xinyun, so we went to CLARKE QUAY when she smsed and said we cant go there!!! haha!!!!!
so xinyun, u love us alot right. wheeeee.......

okay la. some photos....

so cute right... =)

JJ. DOREEN. JN.

COOL!!!

WHEEE!!!

NINE OF US.

BIRTHDAY BOYS.

singing bday song

bday cakes

JY&JN

thats all.
love clique.

11 june 08

2008-07-11T14:31:00.002Z

oh well,, went back to the zhonghua this afternoon to collect my grad cert.
no teachers were in sight.
read jj's blog and u'll understand much more.
Netball training at 5pm.
coach pointed out some mistakes that i made and i learnt frm it.
hope i wont repeat it.
hmm. tired tired.
didnt study today.
tmr going work then after that go meet clique for birthdays celebration for eric & jowell. and not everyone is turning up. hmm.
alright.
thats all.

10 July 2008

2008-07-10T09:24:00.002Z

got back my results.
sucks. i mean i didnt perform as well as i expected especially ECONS.
because Econs starts with an E, i got an E!!! =(
i expected more. seriously. thats the paper that i was confident in.
and this only shows that my FEELING is wrong and i suck at predicting.
and thats why i failed to see the right guy everytime?.
oh well, thats so out of the point.
chemistry is the worst. SUB-PASS. two more marks to an E.
so here's my results:
Econs- E
GP- E
Maths- E
Chemistry- S
Geography- B [FINALLY]

it's like, so off frm my targets.
i will work hard for now.
but tonight 8pm got the taiwan xin guang da dao... i wan watch!!!
NO NO NO. CANNOT. okay, i shall study.
hmm.
will have class study every sunday for a few hours!!!

thats all.

9 July 2008

2008-07-09T11:05:00.002Z

HELLO.
i hope i wouldnt be numbed by poor results.
got back a few results.
some people happy, some people sad.
and well, i think i wouldnt cry when i get back my chemistry tmr.
cos i expect to fail, but i pray hard that i wont cos promos going to be difficult.
and now, i really nd to handle my studies and netball trainings well.
i cant feel THAT tired after every training.
hmm. i'll try to work on that.
okay. got to go do the VA promos questions.
thats all.

dont be sad people. you're not all alone. =)

7 june 2008

2008-07-07T12:26:00.002Z

HAPPY YOUTH DAY!!!!! wheee.... happy birthday to me!
im a youth. oh well. nth much to blog today.
clique study in the afternoon.
junyang and mark came in the mornin and left. they abandoned us!!! =(
then hilda and jj joined xinyun and i!!!
wheee...
oh well.
i wish i could play neopets everyday too.
went home at about five plus.
after my bath, junyang called and said i could go pick up the ball from zhan peng.
then went to meet zhan peng. i rushed out okay..
haha. we so funny la.
he went up the escalator then i went down. oh well, maybe it's cos i walked too slow that he's so fed up? haha. im just kidding.
we super long nv talk alrdy!!!
okay..then he walked me to my hs then, i decided to walk him to his house. haha.
then we walk and walk, talk and talk. for about an hour.
then we went home.
it's like, after years, i finally walked him home? haha.
he's so LAME.
oh well.
thats all.

it's great to have a friend back. =)

6 July 2008

2008-07-06T06:02:00.004Z

i apologize to xinyun for the previous post BUT im still considering if i shld put it down. =)

haha. it's just for fun lah, i hope nobody go and spam her or what.
oh well.today went to visit great grandma at amk and i realized that it's so near xinyun's house!!!i went so many times also didnt realize it.

haha. okay.

just now brought COOKIE down for a walk.

haha. he so cute.

he knows how to go home when we reached the lift. SO CUTE AND CLEVER!!! whee. loves.
just hope he listens to us MORE.
i really thank my mum for buying us COOKIE although he is super naughty.so...everyone in the family is taking the afternoon nap now except cookie and i.

thats all. gotta go do chem. =)

5 June 2008

2008-07-05T11:14:00.004Z

hey hey.

went to study with cousin xinyi today. =)

some photos.

im too lazy to type details cos im watching the taiwan star awards.

finally, she is surrounded with papers!

Im on the cover of magazine!!

WHee

thats all.

is she funny

2008-07-04T14:22:00.003Z

TOPIC: DO YOU THINK SHE'S FUNNY?

alibaba says:
aye, what you doing tmr?
JIA YAN says:
studying with my cousin. she got n levels coming up lor. =)
alibaba says:
oh ya!
alibaba says:
haha
alibaba says:
alrighty
JIA YAN says:
yah
JIA YAN says:
u?
alibaba says:
animals
JIA YAN says:
OH yah
JIA YAN says:
so penguin, u diving ?
JIA YAN says:
haha
alibaba says:
hahaha
alibaba says:
splashing water!
alibaba says:
haha

CONCLUSION: SHE's SUPER FUNNY!!! =D
wheee...

4 July 2008

2008-07-04T10:29:00.003Z

Hello beloveds.
oh well, today is a short day cos Netball trainings only start next tuesday and friday,5pm to 7pm.
hmmmm. thats late cos i end at one pm every friday... =(
okay. finally...i went for lunch with XINYUN.
and now im in debt. haha. i owe her S$5 for eating the pasta frm pastamania.
i first time i stepped into pastamania was last yr, when i went with mark and the rest.
WOW.
took bus31 home cos i wanted to meet my mother. i've got no money with me and i wanted to buy magazine.
and guess what.
i went into THIS FASHION at the market there.
and i saw a few dresses again. is like, always dresses? haha.
oh well. waited for mum to arrive then we went to try on our different clothes.
she bought a pants and me, a Denim dress.
it's damn worth it now cos 20% discount storewide and since im a member, additional 10% discount. their clothes are not bad. especially their dresses.
dont believe? next time ms ong wear then u see. =)
oh, im wearing those dresses so confirm nice one. haha.
went home after spending $46.90 altogether.
changed into my cjc pe shirt then went for a twenty minutes run at the park.
must at least run since no trainings this week.
see, im so hardworking. haha.
must put in effort so as to be nearer to my goal. *winks*

tmr not gg to celebrate sis's bf birthday cos quite late eh, i cant have an empty stomach after 7.30pm.
food=life.

无情命运任性的捉弄

thats all.

3 July 2008

2008-07-03T08:31:00.004Z

oh hello people.
today sch ended at two pm.
went to Toa Payoh with xinyun and alicia.
got a red board for ms chay and went to print some class photos.
oh well, being a treasurer isnt easy at all.
hMMM. NO MONEY NO MONEY.

look at this. this is the short cut to my house when u take bus145.
thats the dark dark route that i survived those few nights.
at night, will be super dark even with those orange lamps.

so long nv update photos of dearest cookie alrdy.
going to do so this time.
he's so naughty and active. well, he's a boy.
i took quite a while to get a nice photo of him. he cant sit STILL!!!!! =)

cookie and sexy legs of my sister.
cookie is 2.1kg now. =) so small and cute. haha.

傻瓜我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又再一次受伤
傻瓜我们都一样受了伤
却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句傻瓜

part of the song: 傻瓜

thats all.
i nd to study, yo!!!!!

2 July 2008

2008-07-02T08:22:00.002Z

oh dear. i feel like shitting now.
im halfway done for project work's wr plan intro.
i quite like my group yea. nv argue one.
grpleader doing alot of things. =X

sometimes i wished my life is dramatic.
well, i've seen so many dramas. haha.
hmmm... and i wonder what will my future be...
my handsome husband? [handsome to me ONLY la, i guess]

oh well, my friend says im a cheapskate.
just cos i told him about the mymailmoment website.
haha. i just redeemed a soya bean anyway, it just costs my printer ink.
i dont mind ppl saying me that cos, thats who i am. =) wheee.
i'll spend when I WAN TO.
haha.
im mad
im 50 1kg cakes!!!
and coming monday is my birthday cos im a YOUTH!!!
im crazy, somehow.

thats all. im going to run later. wheeeeeeeeeee....................................

1/7/2008

2008-07-01T10:58:00.003Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, XINYUN!!!!!!
your card is still with me. pass to u tmr.
enjoy!!!

got back my results for geography and chemistry sectionAandB.
thank you for cursing and pressurizing me, jj. =)
i think it's quite true. next time say i'll pass. haha. then it'll come true. =D
i know i shld have studied more. =( all my own fault. shittty. well, must mug alrdy...!!! promos in like three mths?
thank you for comforting me, alicia. =)

30 June 2008

2008-06-30T11:47:00.002Z

hello.

i dont feel right today.

cookie kept vomitting. =(

we went to the hospital this morning.

dear dear... the vet says that maybe he ate the wrong thing.

the wrong thing is not the soil and plants that he usually eat, maybe is the charcoal?

he eat everything la, including the shit. =X

see, he so naughty and dirty.

well well, no choice but to give him medicine.

cannot injection cos scared he swallowed a big object den the contraction of the large intestine after the injection will cause his intestine to burst! =( sad sad. scary.

but the vet cannot feel anything big inside his stomach.

really hope and pray he'll be alright...

today rushed to work after visiting the vet.

hmmmm... thats all.

nth much.

Thanks jj for helping me to print my EOM and edit.

Thanks hilda too.

hope tmr will be better.

fancl.

2008-06-29T12:40:00.002Z

HEY HEY. I FINALLY GOT MY FACIAL washing powder from FANCL!!!
LOVES.
i have the member card eh!!!
i am so happy. =D
yupps. i was given samples for lotion too.

29 June 2008

2008-06-29T06:48:00.004Z

hello peeps.

im back home now!!!
im not angry anymore!!!
just now went to my uncle's coffeeshop in geylang.
took cab down with my beloved cousin rita.
haha.. =) hmm. then then then uncle drove his family plus me to the shop that sells turtle soup..
yueeeekkk. oh my.
i only drank the turtle soup. didnt eat any parts of the turtle.

here's the turtle skin=X

well, luckily there's black chicken soup too. =)
hmmm. i took a photo of my cousin [using rita's phone] eating the turtle skin but i think i didnt send it over to my phone. opps.
uncle drove me home and here I am.!!!

this is at the coffeeshop. realized the similarity between today and ystd? haha. i wore back the same clothes. just the clothes. =)

thats all for today. i wonder if training is going to start next tuesday?!!! gosh. anyway, tmr no school so yupps, i'll be working. if not...no money. will study there. somehow i hope?

bye.

28June 2008

2008-06-28T16:25:00.004Z

oh well, thank you zar.a's security guard for spoiling half of my day.
looked down on me?
argh. so pissed.
but nvm. everything is over. shldnt dwell over it.
i was happy after that cos i received a wonderful compliment!
haha.
oh my, i was super happy. ahahaha!!!! loves.
thank you, i didnt get a chance to say to u though. sorry too for the past. =D
im at my cousin hs. monday working.
hmmmmm.. some pics that i took in my grandma house. =)

goodnight. =)

27 June 2008 birthday celebration

2008-06-27T15:38:00.025Z

HELLO!!!!!!!!

im so happy today.

i bet everyone is. =)

oh well. almost everyone in the clique came for the birthday celebration for junyang and xinyun. =) thank you people.
hilda, we missed u. i bet u missed us too.

erm. we went to fish and co. it was wonderful.

superb fish and co!!!

and yupps. photos speak louder than words.

so lets see the wonderful photos. i dont have everything. mark has the rest. =)

i simply love MY clique. =)

XinYun and JunYang went to stage. supposed to collect their presents and they're forced to dance. maybe xinyun wants to dance so much? haha.

WOW!!!!!!!

pretty cake?

for the bitches.

The three. we have something in common. you know?

rather blur. see the next one.

im rich! i got ten bucks. JJ got two bucks ONLY!!!

we're not jealous of xinyun's mouth. haha. we proud of OURS.

Girls. =)

LingLing and JunYang.

XinYun.

Doreen.steph.lingling. pretty girls.

supposed to be two people in the picture only.

XinYun got the cream! congrats!!!!

after this photo, junyang got cream on his face by XINYUN.

why so blur?! haha. anyway, birthday boy and girl

so...the three of US!

XinYun and ME

proudly present you...THE CLIQUE.[hilda is not here]

they look like....? those people...

but they're not. clique boys, without yuning and kelmen.

the girls.

Mark is so formal today. JJ says he is too.

and i cracked a joke? maybe not a joke. it's just me. lousy english.

oh well, i said the green man is blinking.

it's flashing, JIAYAN. haha. =)

thats all. sleep well people.

love you.

26 June 2008

2008-06-26T15:26:00.008Z

GOODie LUCK to me and everyone else who are having their Alevels chemistry SPA tmr.
yay yay!
im so worried for the SPA.
hope i know how to do yeah.

tmr we are celebrating junyang's and xinyun's birthday.
i bet we'll have a great time. pretty girls and handsome boys. clique.

sorry mum, i just hope that u understand the situation better cos u're our mum.

just now i was reading through some older posts in someone's blog and i suddenly questioned myself: HAVE you changed? i mean myself. it's like, WOW. time pass so fast and im here, in JC. spending my time studying, blogging and shopping. and of cos, this is the life i like. i can be with my friends and family and all. WOW. oh dear, im so proud of myself that im here. THANK YOU, clique, i think u guys influenced me! in a gd way.

THANK YOU, RITA for helping today and everytime!!!

hello babies, thats not the right thing to do yupps. dont say THIS then do THAT. not right yea. mummys and daddys nv teach u the right thing? cannot lie arh...not good...oh dear. it's okay,u'll learn it frm the handsome kor kor and uncles in their stations. =) no worries. must listen to me okay, like that then good girl and good boy. u wan me say that to you all, as.sholes?

are we back to last time?

25 June 2008

2008-06-25T09:19:00.003Z

hey there.
im back from the mid-year exams.
so screwed.
i swear im gg to study hard for promos.
oh well.
it's time to celebrate and i'll pamper myself with GOOD facial products.
im searching for one good one, with as little chemicals as possible.
and at reasonable price. =)
i'll go surf all the websites later.
oh man. feel like shitting. =X
anyway, went shopping after school with my alicia and xinyun.
okay.
friday still got chemistry A levels SPA.
i'll study for it, no worries.
and well, im here to say that I'LL NV LET ANYONE OFF if you bully my sister.
i swear.
thats a warning.

23 June 2008

2008-06-23T15:02:00.001Z

HELLO.
I've No time for You. =)

20June 2008

2008-06-20T14:32:00.002Z

hellooooooooooooooooo.
i slept at TWO am this morning. wah. im so great.
ahah. first time since starting of the year!!! whoo.
well, last december i slept damn late. i know. =)
oh anyway.
im supposed to wake up at 8.30am this morning and go meet mark and the rest for study at tpy library at ten am.
well, as usual, i cant get up so i went back to sleep and woke up at 9.30am.
im the first to reach lah, when mark live so near!!!!!!!
so, studied with mark,jj,jy. =)
and im back here.
i went home at 9pm...
im talking to the bitch and lamer now.
mark is so lame.
xinyun is a bitch.
haha.
BITCH IS BACK anyway...
we met up almost everyday WITHOUT xinyun!!! wheee...
studying econs tmr.

19june2008

2008-06-19T11:17:00.003Z

Today is love.
cos... i've got my pay!!! yay!!! this means...i have money to spend after my mid-years. alright.
gotta go mug.
money=motivation? oh dear.
anyway, went to play badminton with eric,jy,jj,ling,mark in the morning at tpy cc.
then after that, we went to mug in tpy library.
thats all.

is it all my fault now? maybe frm the start i shldnt have cared at all.
well, im so lost when you start to say it's me.

18 June 2008

2008-06-18T13:53:00.003Z

HEy peeps.
i just blog a while kaes, and i'll go study.
oh right.
went to study with beloveds today.
i mean, JIANEE, JUNYANG, LINGLING, ERIC, JJ.
oh well.
JiaNee is SOOOOO funny indeed.
xinyun, u gotta come back and i'll show u a wonderful picture of ur husband. haha.
not funny not funny not funny not funny funny funny funny funny funny.....

oh people. old macdonalds.
cookie is so naughty, keep barking. aiyoh yoh.
chemical energetics, pls give me energy to stay awake tonight! WHee...

17June2008

2008-06-17T11:50:00.001Z

谁能发现我的世界曾经有过你的脸
noone ever knows

16 June 2008

2008-06-16T14:41:00.004Z

went to mr kelvin tan's wake this evening.
there's the teachers' day big card that the class wrote for him last year.
the teachers brought it to his wake so it can be pasted on the wall.
he so loved by us.
some of us wrote letters for him and placed them in a box and passed it to his family.
there were photos of him from young to his graduation day, i think.
he's super cute.
hmm. his dad and cousin talked to us.
his dad was saying he didnt tell his family about his headache and anything. =(
and he's a responsible guy in work and at home.
anyway, im sure he knew and saw that we went to his wake and he'll be glad.
we'll study hard and strive hard in our studies. dun worry, teacher.
you'll always be in our hearts, no matter what.
god bless you.
take care wherever u are.

we shld really cherish everyone around us now.
cherish cherish.
i love you people alot!!!!!

can someone tell me how i should be feeling?

2008-06-15T12:30:00.002Z

im sorry. =(
im sad.
mr kelvin tan just passed away this morning.
i just got the notice from mark.
omg. i couldnt believe it.
dont ask me why. i also dunno.
rest in peace and thanks for every lesson u gave us and ur concern and everything.
the poster will always be ours and we'll cherish it.
i'll nv forget the talk we had that day, when u said that we must come back n visit again, when u said that jj shld go back and bitch with you, when u said that you're frm cjc too, when u said that.........
we'll always remember you, our beloved history teacher.

pics

2008-06-13T14:47:00.006Z

some pictures okay!! =) haha

this was ystd when my cousin and sister came down to the shop to help.

=)

these photos are today's.

after we've dressed for dinner.

On the car.

Rita and Me

Me and Karine

Cool effect

Rita and I

=P

smile smile

againnn

oh. i smiled too LARGE. =x

the end. im so tired. tmr nd to work too.

2008-06-13T02:37:00.003Z

hello peeps.

TODAY is a busy day too.

afternoon i not free.

night time i not free.

whoo. i nv knew i could be so expensive. okay im just being lame

im always expensive.

erm yupps. so i blogging nowwwww... =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JIAN XIANG!!! =)

alright. got to go pack my stuff and go to work.

i hope u didnt lie to me.

12 june 08

2008-06-12T15:39:00.003Z

a big THANK YOU to you!!!

BIGGEST THANK YOUs TO CLIQUE TOO for being there and everything else?
haha.
yupps. thats all.
we finally went to chomp chomp to have our dinner, clique gathering. =)
i'll post jian xiang's birthday celebration pictures soon... =D
soon.

im mean and nice. contradicting?
i shall keep my big mouth shut from now. =) forget about everything.

MUMMYYYYY it's over!!!!!

12 june 08

2008-06-12T00:57:00.003Z

tell me im wrong to think that way but im convinced that u're just so different.

im up so early cos my beloved cousin said she will be here at 9am but she's still in bed now!!! alright. i'll wait. no choice. i cant go back to slp or i wont be able to wake up at eleven am.
yupps. later gg to kovan coffeeshop to work with sister and cousin cos i nd to leave for netball halfway through.
im rather scared for the training though. =( but i hope it'll be alright and my butterfingers stop being so 'butterfly'. =)
yupps. nd to rush back to settle the bills and everything later after training.
after that, rushing to chinatown swensens to celebrate jx's birthday.
then then, rushing to chomp chomp to meet clique.
loves.
it's being so long i think so many ppl will be turning up?. dear.
mid-night talk with xinyun and eric ystd. cool. xinyun can be a lawyer. she said she turned eric's arguments upside down. something like tat. i didnt realized cos they were speaking way too fast.
thats why my english is so lousy. so what???!!
thats just me.

thats all. see u, clique.

11 june 08

2008-06-11T13:29:00.005Z

FUC.K

i am really exploding lah!!!!!

u're over-doing things. isnt it too much???!!!

maybe u dont find it, but I do!!!

freak.

i really dont know why u must do all those...and i dont get it.

maybe my eyesight is failing that i cant see the truth.

i dont know whether whatever im thinking now and then is the real you.

im so hung up over it. but i'll try to get over it after i blogged.

i always believe in retribution. maybe im saying and scolding now and in the future, i'll be scolded or watsoever in others' blog. but i really cant take it. sorry then.

im not ur spare tyre and everything else.

im a human being, i breathe every moment.

i have feelings too. im sensitive. get it???

the world doesnt revolve aroung you only. pls spare a thought for others.

*cookie is barking now*

fuck fuck fuck.

i really can only say that now.

i cant c the real you.

im just so bad.

just now i came back and took bus13. the few indians were blasting their music on the bus and shouting all that. pls la, it's public.

throw ur own faces only. argh.

the bus is not owned by ur fathers.

i simply hate people blasting music in the buses lah. AHHH.

today really sucks can.

okay, maybe im not totally involved and maybe i shldnt be the one feeling so strongly, but really cannot eh. how to treat u normal? i dunno.

tell me. i cant. ur actions and everything.

im sry, clique. really. i didnt mean it to put everything tgt.

be more sensible and sensitive will u?

it's not always about you and you and you.

i really dun like eh.... =(

it's not u cant do that but take time can...

you wont get to see this though.

how i wish steph was back...

10 june 2008

2008-06-10T10:58:00.005Z

xinyun came to my house today and refused to take bus985 tgt with me to school.!!! haha

anyway, i survived the first official netball training!!! =)

today no netball to play with so physical training. at first we were told coach was not coming but in the end, she appeared!!! oh my.

we got a shock. haha. very scared yupps.

anyway, i came home and...im ready to study frm 7.15pm to ten pm if i can be glued on my chair. haha.

tmr got work. alright. im still working out my thursday schedule.

dear dear.

thats all.

thursday got netball.

and thats a promise to moon that i'll bring her to underwater world one day. =)

during december yah. =)

loves.

im thinking to cut my fringe straight again. =X

it's so different and im sorry.

maybe nothing really last long...

2008-06-10T01:59:00.006Z

ystd we went to zoo.
alicia, xinyun, junyang, jiajie, jia wei, my two cousins and i.

alright. everything was alright at first. sry jj that we made u wait. =)

oh well. until... when we were watching the elephant show and i realized my cousin lost her purse!!!! inside got her ezlink card and money! oh dear. pls somebody, return to her?

hmm. i called the amk station and asked the zoo info counter but noone returned... =(

thats all. zoo is all about seeing animals and walking.

and of cos, me looking after the two children.

thanks to my friends who helped me yea.

they were so hungry on the bus 13. haha. when we're on the way home. one complained thirsty and the other complained need to go toilet. so we rushed back home and im almost dead. haha. =X

alright. thanks pals. love you people.

just some picture kaes...

oh man! xinyun is holding my cousin!!!

we realized jj and his brother is so close, yupps. =)

mineral water costs S$2! gosh!

it's nice to have a little cousin too. Moon is so cute lah!!! she's six yrs old. loves. alright. some pictures of her and she slept with me last night.!!!! =)

and in the middle of the night, both of us were not in our position. im upside down and she's nearly dropping off the bed. haha. m i too big sized? opps. =X

thats all.

hoo coming my hs.

netball training later. =X so scared.

eighth june 08

2008-06-08T00:41:00.002Z

hello peeps.
i wont be able to blog in the afternoon and night. so yupps, im here.
i think i will be studying in kallang cc later then night time go my ah ma's house for family gathering.. cool eh.
anyway, i was listening to the radio ystd and i heard this song. i cant find it in imeem.com so i cant make it as my blog song.
but yupps, i found it in the baidu.com.
everyone shld have heard before if u watch channel8 dramas when young. =)
http://mp3.so66.com/许美静/许美静-遗憾.mp3

cookie is super naughty.

sister is coming back frm thailand today. =)
next week is so packed. =(

=)seventh june 08

2008-06-07T08:07:00.004Z

hey hey.
let me recall... ystd was a friday? where did i go arh? oh dear. i cannot rmb...
okay.. oh yupps. i went to aunt's prawn mee shop to help out and i had subway cold cut trio for breakfast. not bad ya? ms ong eat the whole bread except that mummy ate two tomatoes and two bites.

after work,i went to eat chinatown SWENSENS black pepper seafood pasta with mummy. Nice nice. =) student's meal. so very worth it. =) loves.

night time i went to meet xinyi to have dinner at the glass house, fish & co.

superb can. ambience very gd. =) we ordered one sambal fish that comes with with rice and passion fruit drink and new york fish n chips. these two dishes were delicious.
and we're very surprised that popular card got ten percent discount and...luckily, i brought mum's card with me. so we saved a few dollars. =) haha. we went to shop ard for nearly two hours. we didnt buy anything but had fun window shopping. so u see, although we havent been meeting weekly or something, we still r very close yah. haha. =) loves. and thats what i call true friends. i love talking to her too and i know when we talk on phone, we nv seems to stop. haha. always an hour, two hours and so on... =X
and i realized i keep on posting pics. oh dear. okay. maybe it's just to make sure my post isnt SUPER boring. =X

oh well. my life is just like that anyway. exciting for me only.

ystd night was fun too, talking to mark n xy. HAHA. we know whats going on...

today i went to visit my great grandma at tan tock seng hospital. so yupps. she wasnt as talkative this time round. she had been transferred to normal ward. but yah, u see, she keeps on slping.. and we dont know how and what. i tried to feed her and she complained that the 1/6 spoonful i fed her was too much but when my mum fed her, my gave her 2/3 spoonful of porridge, she nv complained!! gosh. alright. nvm. i really hope she gets well and can be discharged. she's 92 yrs old this yr!!! =)
yupps. went to kallang cc[in boon keng] after that to meet xy,junyang. alicia came about two pm? not sure. i found a nearer place to study and it's so quiet, still got aircon. =)
didnt really study. xinyun and i kept talking!!!
oh well. then we left for my hs and i lent her guess handbag.
then i was blogging halfway when alicia and junyang came to my house. i was shocked lah, somehow. okay. i didnt expect them to come anyway.
yupps. they left.
i ate my dinner and mummy fetched cookie to cut his long nails.
he vomitted two times okay in the car. poor cookie. =(
i tried to stop him frm going here and there in the car but as kpo as he is, as naughty as he is, he kept looking out the window. so yupps. he got dizzy and vomitted. =(
thats all. im back here after cleaning myself up. he vomitted on me the first time!!! =X
he's looking at my mummy eating durian. =) so cute. loves.
thats all...
im going to eat mangoooo...

oh yah, and i think best friends are really best friends.
xinyun's and my phone went dead at about the same time. i think mark's too cos i called her in the afternoon and it was voicemail... =)

hello JiaJie, u're back. =) see you on Monday.

everybody's hurt somebody before
everybody's been hurt by somebody before
we're just victims of love.

-copied by xinyun on my foolscap frm a song.

meeeee siammmmmm...

loves

2008-06-06T14:38:00.001Z

i simply love xinyun and mark okay.
haha. we're talking now. so sweet of them!!!
LOVES!!! =)

fifth june

2008-06-05T10:48:00.003Z

hello peeps.

great grandma was rather active ystd. she could talk to us for very long. =) loves.

today we wont be visiting her cos the air-con man is still in my hs, fixing the aircons.

yupps and mum nd to go grandma hs to take ZHONG ZI later.

YAY!

okay. anyway yupps.

today and ystd went to work.

i was so bored today so i took a photo of my hairpin. haha.

alright. i was studying until uncle came at about three plus pm.

so it was like: "yay! half day gone. still got two and a half hours left"

erm. thats all actually. nth much until...5pm.

look at this delicious mee. haha. cos ystd one of the workers asked me how old am i.

then i told him i m seventeen this year. then he went to buy 4D 0017 and it came out. so he won some money. =) so he treat me to this. i told him i have dinner at home when he asked me if i wan eat bak kut teh. then he told me he struck lottery and so he wants to treat me. so yupps, there it was. he also bought another number. 1732. but it came out 7132. FIRST PRIZE, you know!!! shitty. but it's okay. got win abit can alrdy.

yupps. they really treat me damn good lah. haha. =) okay. and i ate beancurd with peanut tangyuans ONLY today for lunch. rocks rocks. cos im on diet. haha. so yupps. =)

thats all. tmr nd to work at another place again. prawn mee. hmm. night time meeting huang xinyi for dinner. dunno if yj they all coming. oh yea. so thats all.

i love working there somehow. and i miss you somehow.